I will try to be a better girlfriend,

Went retail therapy at Far East today.
Finally bought my new heels!
Heeeee ^^
Happy ttm!

But I still need my pumps and footwear for formal presentation.
Argh, what a headache >:/

And I still gotta remember to get my formal attire on CNY eve since V Papa and I will be shopping at Marina Square before going down for reunion dinner.

Bleah bleah bleah, screw formal presentations :/


Then met up with Wanlin, and brought her to Bugis to meet up with Issac and Weiwei.
Was damn shagged.
Went for dinner.

Smsed baby cos I missed him :/

He was still in school doing project.
Pity him ):

And I told him I wanna meet him.
(Fatal mistake.)


Baby was so sweet to come all the way to Bugis to come find me.
But then, I could see that he was really damn shagged.

Throughout the whole train ride, he was reading and gaming on his iPod and I was just staring into space.
I didn't dare to talk much to him.

And the bus ride was really quiet.

Couldn't take it anymore.
Felt so uber guilty, so I told him to get off at the bus stop opp his house.

But that ass didn't listen to me!!!! =(

Felt even worse ):


Now he's online.
I hope he will go to sleep soon.
I have never seen him so tired before.

There is always a first for everything huh.


Note to self: Next time, when you know your baby just spent an entire day in school from 9am to 9pm doing his work, please don't go disturb him, you motherfucking selfish bitch.


But anyways,
baby,
I'm really very touched to see you coming to meet me at Bugis from Dover even when you are so tired.
Thank you baby <3

I appreciate that a lot.

Wo ai ni <3


xoxo
Your girlfriend

Saturday, January 29, 2011 , 12:04 AM

F this shit. Please ignore it.

I feel so crappy whenever I realise I have to look at your tweets to know where you are going, what you are doing and stuff.

It scares me more when I feel so stalkerish.
(Not like I want to be one.)

Maybe, you can tell me where you are going and stuff.
Like maybe drop a SMS when you are gonna go somewhere.
Then I won't have to speculate and think for the whole day whether we are gonna meet or not, or even try asking you out.
And since I have very fucking bad memory, so stuff you tell me the day before, I forget real fast.

(Ah great, now I sound controlling.)

You know what,
fuck this shit.

):

Thursday, January 27, 2011 , 11:51 PM

Happy 3rd month baby,

It's 22nd again!
Me is happy girl! (:

Happy 3rd month baby! <3

Bleah I don't even dare to ask if you are able to make it for dinner tmr.
I can understand that you are really busy and stuff.
Just that....
I am afraid to face the disappointment which I faced for Xmas and Countdown.

Anyways.
I just wanna tell you I love you,
and I'm really happy to have known you.

At least there is someone out there who cares for me and tries to cheer me up when I'm sad.
At least there is someone out there whose shoulders I can lie on when I'm tired.
At least there is someone out there whose hugs bring me warmth.
At least there is someone out there whom I can bully and hit and will never be angry with me.
At least there is someone out there who is willing to wait for me no matter how long I take.
At least there is someone out there who will always walk me home.
At least there is someone out there who is mine.....

I like the fate which brought us together.


P.S: Baby just tweeted to me!
Happy 3rd month. =D

I am so so so so so so so so so so x infinity happy! :D
This is the first time he actually wished me, unlike the first 2 months -.-

HAHAHAHAHA IM SMILING TO THE LAPTOP LIKE SOME FUCKTARD NAOOOOO :D :D :D


Yan Wei Qiang ah,
ni yue lai yue sweet!
Wo xi huan! (Y)


I wish to spend many more months ahead with you.
Valentine's Day is around the corner, me happy! (:


xoxo
Tingyuan (:

Wednesday, January 19, 2011 , 11:05 PM

I love you,

Instead of typing my stuff for the debate later on, here I am blogging.
And great, you will never know what I blog since you don't read it (Y)

Stupid News Writing test totally screwed up my mood.
Say bye bye to attempting to top the class again.
LOL!
And it made me so super hungry.
But luckily, I had dinner with Baby.

He was so sweet to wait for me, like for sooooo long till 7pm...!
He bought food for me,
and haha once again he knew I can't finish it.

But I somehow did okay!
(See, I'm so so so awesome!)

And then he started playing FIFA again.
Hahaha a 19-year-old acting like a 9-year-old!
I love it when he starts playing with my phone.
Hahaha he always look bloody cute ^^

He is so loser, cannot win like Faris or Adli.
But whatever, I love this loser.
HAHA!

Baby walked me home <3
Me was happy.

But he can't stop playing with my hoodie -________-


Finally trashed things out with Baby.
I am glad we had this heart-to-heart talk.
But I abhor the fact that I can't help but cried.
Told myself I should never ever cry in front of him >:/

I forgive you for lying to me.
At least I know that your intentions were somehow good, and you just don't want me to think too much.

Yeah you are right.
So what if you have been honest and told me that you once liked her?
I will definitely think a lot.

But I just only wished you had been honest about it.
Instead of me knowing the truth and you still lying about it.

But you better remember you promised me today that you will never ever lie to me again.
I am not Rihanna, so I donch love the way you lie okay.

I know that truth hurts.
I am glad that you told me that you still have this lil' feeling for her.
I hope it will bloody go away soon.
(Aye, not my fault I will be jealous one kay! Girls have the right to be jealous HAHAHAHA)

I don't know what to do or say.
I know I will be okay.

And no, I won't cry over it anymore.

At least I can tell you,
after today,
I will be a better girlfriend for you <3

As long as you are by my side, I'm fine (:


Walao, go read my blog and find the post on Oct 24th for the 'I like you' post lah.

See lah, don't read my blog, then keep asking me!
Tsk tsk!

Baby,
wo hen ai ni, shuo yi wo bu xiang shi qu ni <3


xoxo
Ni de girl girl

Tuesday, January 18, 2011 , 3:01 AM

Wo xiang gen ni shuo wo ai ni,

生死由天決定.

At least you are one reason to live for.
Thanks for keeping me alive (:

xoxo

Wednesday, January 12, 2011 , 10:56 PM

With love,

I wanna watch the sunrises and sunsets with you.
I wish you are by my side right now.

I miss you baby.


xoxo

Sunday, January 9, 2011 , 4:27 AM

B is sick again ):

I was glad you turned back.
At least you did.

But,
I'm still sorry.
I didn't know that you wouldn't like it.

Maybe I was just way too worried.

Ohwells.

Please get well soon ):


xoxo
Girl girl

, 4:24 AM