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Welcome to my Suju lifeee
Yuliant Joanne Ivan Ryo Tan Tingyuan!
Seventeen since 10th July 2010!
Singapore Polytechnic Mass Comm Year 1!
Ex-St Nickolodean!

Loves <3
Fernando Torres!
Justin Bieber!
Big Time Rush - Logan&Kendall&James!
The Wanted - Nathan&Siva&Jay!
Anthony Neely!
Jay Chou!
KPop!
Super Junior 15-strong!
Kibum!
Kyuhyun!
Hankyung!
Eunhyuk!
Eeteuk!
Henry!
Siwon!
Donghae!
Kangin!
SHINee - Minho&Taemin&Key!
SHINee Ring Ding Dong&Hello&Lucifer!
SNSD - Taeyeon&Hyoyeon&Seohyun&Tiffany&Yoona!
SNSD Run Devil Run&Oh&Gee&Genie&Hoot!
fx - Amber!
miss A - Fei&Suzy&Jia!
2PM - Nickhun&Junsu!

I wish I wish for all these,
Super Show 4!
A true prince who knows how to treat me right!
A bouquet of roses from you to me!
Pictures everywhere of you&me!
An awesome GPA grade (4.0 pls)!
To be on normal talking terms with Mum!

I'm just a click away, baby
When I'm bored, click here
Archives
Credits

Countdown to Chinese O's!
Good luck to all of you!
Do well,
and DON'T GIVE UP.
Try your utmost best dudes.

I will pray hard for yall (:



HAPPY BRITHDAY MAMA IN ADVANCE !!!





XOXO
TTY

Sunday, May 31, 2009 , 11:46 PM

And you don't want to do a thing about it.

, 10:15 PM

Watching Camp Rock on Channel 5 nowwwww!
KEVIN JONAS!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


Omfg.
He is so adorably cuteeee.

"This is where Connect 3 connect."
"Oh, can you do me the bird house."


AHHHH!
Joe:"One word. Pay back!"
My Kevyyyy:"That's TWO words!"



Omgggggggg.
I am gonna turn crazyyyyy!

HAHAHAHA!



And my Dad just said Joe was handsome.
Mmmhmm.
And he said everyone in Camp Rock was rocking like Michael Jackson -.-


I will try to get Dad away from the TV soon if he pounces on my Kevyyyy :/





OHHHH
HARPER'S ISLAND TONIGHT!
Yessssss!
And Incredible Tales.
Wooo~




This is major cool.


I love Sundays.
They are gorgeously great,
especially when Mum's out till I don't know when!




Had Biology tuition this morning.
Went for Mrs Chua's baby shower after that.
Joelle is so cuteeee,
and Julian is darn handsome.
I'm gonna style his hair for him someday!



Had Maths tuition after that and slacked till now.


Okay,
I'm feeling rather guilty now.
Grrrr ):



Shall study laterz.
Do Biology worksheet,
and Elit Super Maori essay,
and I don't know what more.

Gahhhhh!




I hate my daydreams.
I swear I hate them.
They kill.
I daydream-ed after waking up in the morning on 25th February,
thinking of funeral rites and that fucking death photo of my Grandma,
and a phone call came,
and it all came true.

I daydream-ed again yesterday.
When I woke up in the afternoon,
Mum's nowhere to be seen again.

I daydreamed.
I daydreamed Grandpa was being rushed to hospital.
I saw ventilators.
I saw nurses and doctors.
I saw Mum.


This afternoon.
Mum:"Tingyuan, Ahgong got admitted into hosptial yesterday. A&E. He couldn't breathe, there was water in his lungs."
Tingyuan:"WHAT THE (silence}fuck! Is he okay now?!"

I don't like to daydream.
I don't want to lose anyone anymore.
I cannot bear it all over again.

I pray for Ahgong.
Ahma please,
don't think of taking him away.






You know.
You don't even know that I'm actually angry with you.
Not only for one incident,
but two.
Do you ever know ?!?!







Grrrr.
I shall get back to Camp Rock,
and rock on like I've always been.
May some meteorite hit me hard and make me wake up from my fairytale.






XOXO
KEVY JO!

, 8:22 PM





COYOTE UGLY :D

, 8:20 PM


Friday, May 29, 2009 , 11:40 PM
JUBILATE!





















Jubilate pictureeessss!
Ohman,
many more blurred ones,
but I'm too lazy to upload ALL.
Hohohohoho!

(:

Monday, May 25, 2009 , 10:55 PM
Happy Bday HUILI!
Back from night study!
Celebrated PINK's birthdayyyyy in the canteen just now and at Suki Sushi in the afternoon!
Gahhh!
Papa gave her angpaoooo :0



Hmmmm.
Lit test tomorrow.
I love MSND,
but I hate preparing tests for it.
Okay, I better do my best.
It's just all about love (:



Did NAPFA today.
Passed.
Yes yes yes yes!
Time to get new sports shoeeeeee!
YAYYYYY NIKE AIR!
Papa says red sports shoes are niceeee,
for guys like me :D



Hohohohoho.
Friday.
Meet the Parents Day.
I hope teachers won't be bitches,
and they will be nice, sweet and lovely,
and say nice, good stuffs about me!

But its holiday,
and Night at the Museum 2 is outtttttt!
OHMAN MUST WATCH MUST WATCH! :)



Mum's out still.
YAY!
And she cooked sotong for me for dinner!
After a long while, thanks to my screwed flaking face :/



Hmmm.
Saw Sherlyn's parents today.
Nothing to say.
I love my Dad alot alot alot alot alot alot alot ttcttm.
Okay,
and my Mum tooooo!
She is giving me more freeeedommmm!
Yesssssssss!



(P.S: TY, remember to get Mummy's birthday present before term ends!)



Facebook uploaders suck alot.
Takes so long to upload my Jubilate photos.
Gahhhh :/



She is sooooo nice!
Play violin for her!
I'm jealous :/
Hohohohoho.
It's been long since I touched my violin or listen to violin music ( whatever you call that), other than Jubilate.
Was really happy to hear it that day (:


I hope Mummy will stick to her promise as soon as O's is over.
I really want my glass violin ):
I will learn it with Caleb and Nelson,
and we will be damnit pros and we will go smash violins when we are angry with the world!
OKAY I WAS JUST KIDDING :0




I'm soooooo addicted to Restaurant City (RC)!
I'm happy I'm levelling up!
Hey guysz!
I need banana, apple, onion and strawberry!
SAVE MY LIFEEEEE !

And zy,
I still don't know how to use RCM :/
This is badddddd!



Heeeeeee!
I'm happy that the term is closingggg.
Okay I'm not really.
This is very contradicting.
Pfffft.

I hope I won't cry all day long.
And my mum would stop fussing about me during holidays.
And that I will be resilient,
till you know your mistake,
till you know you said something wrong,
till you apologise.


I have been way tooooo nice.
Or maybe,
I'm just very NOT resilient,
and give way too much.



Thanks HUILI for reminding me (:



Andddddd,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILI YOU PINK ASSHOLE!
Victor papa and I lurbsxz you loads <3







I hope you know.
I hope you know.
I hope you know.





I caught one plane today after NAPFA.
Made my wish.
Said it all in one breath.
I hope it would all come true!
Sighs,
many more planes to catch man :/







XOXO,
YULIANT TAN!

, 10:36 PM

I have faith in you.
You will be okay (:

Sunday, May 24, 2009 , 4:37 PM












好眼泪 坏眼泪

Vivian Hsu





我曾 认真 深爱著一个人



他给我幸福的可能



我等 我问 未来何时发生



他只是给我一个吻



快乐 我哭 是因为你的手



曾答应带我向前走


难过 我哭 是因为我的手



找不到你说的以后



好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流



感动和悲伤都是理由



只不过 在你不再爱我了以后



剩坏的眼泪慢慢流



快乐 我哭 是因为我付出



得到你温柔的答覆



难过 我哭 是因为我任性



你的心永远留不住



好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流



感动和悲伤都是理由



只希望 在我不再想你了之后



有好的眼泪慢慢流



好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流



感动和悲伤都是理由



只希望 在我不再想你了之后



有好的眼泪慢慢流



有好的笑容陪著我






:D


I was watching Corner Love for the wholeeeee dayyyyyy!
QIN LANG! <3

Saturday, May 23, 2009 , 9:18 PM
DAMN SAD OKAY!
Yesterday,
as of the midnight rule,
was both good and bad.

Jubilate was funnnn!
Cam-whored!
And I went to set my hairrrrrrrrr (:
And I wore my coktail dress for the first timeeee!
But I missed out on the Finale.
Wtf man.
I finished my drinks and was about to open the door,
and people started rushing out.
And Cheong said Jubilate was over.
Eff man.
:/

Will upload pictures soon!
Ohmannn,
Harry Potter didn't wear her oversized t-shirt and size 10 slippers! :/


Had dinner with Leeshi.
Ice cream prata.
Hmm hmm.
Wasn't in any mood and didn't have any energy more to eat.
Gahhh :/
So came home and ate Maggi.



I'm not really in the mood now to blog too.
I'm sorry I ain't mature enough.
I'm sorry for all of my Dad's nonsense.
I'm sorry that I follow my Dad's nonsense, 'cos he is my Dad.







XOXO,
Tingyuan.

Friday, May 22, 2009 , 5:15 PM
Night study










I've been busying myself with school work.
I think its kewl.
Studying is fun.
Woah.

AND I LOVE NIGHT STUDY TTCTTM! <3

At least I really do study,
and I won't be distracted by my RC!
(:


Studied SS during night study just now.
And cam-whored at the end for a while.
SS test tomorrow,
and I'm not ready for it ):




Yingqi gave me the bow today.
Wore it like a tux bow tie,
ended up looking like RC's waitress.
Ohwells.
I think I look pretty good in it.
HOHOHOHO!

And Luo Tong thought I was starting a trend.
0.0


LALALALA
And I condemned books AGAIN for Library.
Gahhhh,
one more weeeeek!
But wait,
I can't imagine life without the bastard-y sec3s ):



Hmmm hmmmm.
Farewell party on Term 3 Week 1.
YAYYYYYYYY!
:D

And I heard Renee is gonna get me a terrapin.
Hmm hmmm :)






I was really happy today.
It has been long since I saw you.
(:






XOXOXO,
Prince(ss)who has to go mug for her SS now ):

Thursday, May 21, 2009 , 10:36 PM
My reflection on this week
Gah.
Biology tuition in the morning and that was the end of tuitions.
Maths tutor smsed to tell me that he was in China.
ROFL.


Ohwells.
Was just revising Biology SPA and for the test.
And doing up my ELit file.
And watching teevee.
And printing out notes from the Internet and Edulearn.
And playing with my Cooking Mama! :D


HAHAHAHA.
Mum's still out for Qing Long's wedding dinner.
Wtheck,
I wanna go man!
I wanna see Draven and Jeanie ):




Pffft.
I feel sad for Fabregas.
She is pretty much pressured by her parents.
Like very pressured.
And very stressed out.
I don't know how to help her.
Shall be good and start studying,
which supposedly could make her study more.

Then,
Papa came in and said randomly,
200 bucks for an A1, 100 bucks for A2 and 50 bucks for Bs and Cs.
I don't know what was wrong with me.
My whole mind was filled with thoughts that I would get Fs.
I don't know anymore.
I feel pretty screwed.
Very screwed.



And,
I'm surprised XX stays in the same block as WXYZ!
Hohohohoh,
I feel very extremely sad for Xinxuansxz man!




I don't know why.
This week ain't any good.
Except for zoo! :D
Very much in a bad/sad mood.
Very annoyed, especially by parents.
Gahhhhhh.


I shall press on somehow.
Shall not lose my strength.
I hope I will hold on.
And I shall leave the scars behind, far away from me.




I was better off then.









XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO,
Tingyuan (: (islyt)

Sunday, May 17, 2009 , 11:03 PM

Went to the Zoo for Learning Journey today.
Enjoyed myself a hell lot.
The rain didn't bothered me.
It stopped anyway.
I love the Zoo!
I love the animals!
I love my friends (:


I shall upload glam-mer pictures on my blog soooooon!
Facebook's photo uploader seriously sucks.
Takes such a looooooong time to upload five pictures.
HELLO, I have 258 picutes yo!



Gahhhhh!
Patience is a virture.
:D



Today is a happy day (:





XOXO,
Tan Ting Yuan (21) SEC4TRUTHIAN!

Saturday, May 16, 2009 , 3:21 PM

Would you still care about me?

, 2:11 PM

Tell me it is gonna be okay.

Monday, May 11, 2009 , 12:59 PM

2 MINUTES TO 16!

AHHHHHH!
WHY AM I SO EXCITED!
(I still can't watch NC16 movies :/ )



:D



HAPPY (REAL) BIRTHDAY TINGYUAN! (:

Sunday, May 10, 2009 , 2:58 PM
Vesak Day and Mother's Day celebration! (:
VESAK DAY!
Woke up late :/
Couldn't attend the 'talk'.
Bathed the buddhas and made my wish!
I love the wishing tree mannn!

Went for the foodfair!
VEGETARIAN CRAZE MAN!
Made this personalised magnet with the photo of Mum and I.
IT IS GROSS.
MY EYES WERE LIKE ....!

Ahwells.
8 bucks for that.
Lalalala.



Went to Causeway Point after that.
Ate dim sum at Crystal Jade.
Apparently,
I don't know why,
I couldn't bring myself to eat alotttttt.
Hmmm.
I gave Mum 100 bucks to pay for the meal and it cost only 44 bucks,
so she went present-hunting.
Went Metro,
and took and a really looooooong time :/
She kept annoying me,
wanting to know what I bought for her.
LOL!


Went Popular after that.
Got Social Studies and EGeography books.
SAW JACINDA!
SNGS HAS SPEED MAN!:)



Then,
Mum ranted that she didn't have coffee since morning.
So I suggested McDonalds!
And she just agreed (I know very unwillingly),
cos she knew I was eyeing Milo Mcflurry!
HOHOHOHO,
IT MALTED ME AWAY MANSXZ!
She had her cappucino which she said wasn't hot at all -.-
And she couldn't belive I could eat up the Mcflurry,
cos to her,
IT IS TOOO SWEEET.
And I am supposed to throw up due to its sweet-ness 0.0



Lalalala,
came home.
Showered.
Slept for an hour.
Then studied on Maths Vectors and still is.
Vectors is fun!
I shall study Chemistry later.





Ohmannnnn!
Tomorrow is a very important day for me (:
Not that its Mothers' Day.
I WAS BORN!
Hohohohohoho,
aye my real birthday!
But I prefer knowing myself to be born on 10th July.
Hahaha,
thanks to sx,
or I'd forgotten about tomorrow.
I shall buy a cake and celebrate myself tomorrow!




I shall make a wish.
Wish that you were here with me (:






XOXO,
TTY!

, 1:20 PM
:/
Just had dinner with Dad.
And he became random.
" Do you know Papa last time play table tennis? Champion you know!"
" Don't laugh at Papa. Papa really champion okay. I can play badminton and table tennis. Both champions okay!"
" Now old cannot play lah. But last time really champions know."
" Last time Papa very skinny one. Like stick. Very thin."
" Very skinny and hansome okay. Very handsome!"

I felt so inferior man.
He was skinny. OMGGGGGGGGG :/

Mama couldn't take the nonsense and went to her room, before slamming the door.
HOHOHOHO!



Just finished wrapping Mother's Day present too.
I hope she likes it.
Ohmannnnn!



School was okay today.
Huili,Leeshi, Joan and I slacked all the way through morning jog.
Morning walk I mean.
Hahaha,
but Mrs Goh was super pissed with our cohort.
Ohwells!



Maths was okay.
English was fun!
But not when Sherlyn hit me continously when I used her name in my descriptive writing and uhm, saying that she was dead :/
Elit was okay okay.
Got back test paper, LUCKILY I PASSED! :)

SS was slack-yyyy.
HCL!
I PASSED THE FREAKING DAMN DIFFICULT TEST PAPER I DID YESTERDAY.
I PASSSSSEEEDDDDD!
And for the first time,
I won Jingyang!
YAY!
:D


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! (:



Hahaha,
and Biology was reallllyyyyy funnnnnn!
Hahaha!
We got to go off early toooo.
Yay!

Gahhh Bio SPA next week is HORROR.
But I like the thought of going zoo and BNJS after Bio SPA!
:D



WENT CHEER AFTER SCHOOL.
OHMAN FUNNNN :D
But I need to get all the steps right,
and MEMORISE them.
Shiatxz.



Went to J8 after Cheer with Leeshi and Cheong.
We skipped lunch and watched X MEN!
OHMAN SO KEWL!
I love it whenever Wolverine screams : " Victorrrrrrrr!"
There are 2 guys in the movie who are hottttt.
Hahahaha!
Saw Cheong's friends.
Finally knew how Baboon looked like. LOL!

Hahaha sent Leeshi home after that!

Okay,
so if anyone wants to watch X MEN,
tell me!
I don't mind watching it again with you :)




Sec3s came back from camp today.
Ohman.
Goodbye to peaceful recess times and days of owning the whole canteen.

Huimin smsed me immediately after getting back her phone.
Hohohoho missed her alottt!
And so did she!
(:


Lalalala!
I hope the rest had alot of fun too!
Missed all of you alot okayz! :)


I don't know why you can't sms to tell that you are back.
Seriously.
Ahh whatever.





I am going to stay up late tonight.
Do up all the work I can.
I don't know how much I can do but I will try my best no matter what.
I will TRY not to be distracted by some issue that I've been thinking about for the whole day, and by RESTAURANT CITY!
HOHOHOHO!


Tingyuan,
you can do it!


(:






XOXO,
PRINCE(SS) YJIRTTY!<3

Friday, May 8, 2009 , 9:15 PM

















HOHO.
Some late photos from the CCK Stadium and photos from tonight's dinner.
I realised my friends are pretty much very umglam,
and that my desk is uber 'neat' :)
HAHAHAHA!


Had dinner at Ichiban Sushi!
For the first time, I ordered so little lahhhh,
and spent the least time there.
Hahaha I'm proud of myself!


On Facebook now.
RESTAURANT CITY! :D
Hohohoho,
did peoples' quizzes.
I got 0% for Leeshi's 2nd quiz.
Walao man :/

AND WHY DOES THE WHOLE WORLD THINK THAT I LIKE CINDERELLA MOREEEEE!
Okay I love her glass slippers, okayyyyy!
:0




I realise I keep falling asleep for Chem lessons.
This is very baddddd ):



Chinese test was very screwed.
Damn difficult lah.
I AM SO GONNA FAIL ):
( but I'm glad Chen Yong Meng said it's not graded (: )



Hmmm,
sec3s went for leadership camp yesterday.
Lalalala,
a whole cohort less to snatch my Orange Bowl!
YAY TO THE WORLD!


But,
ayeeeee Library today was uber boring/ uninteresting /not lively.
I missed ALL of my sec3s ):
DAMN SAD KNOWSXZ!

I suddenly missed Charmaine's constant complaint of being hungry.
I missed Renee's hair which makes her look like a milkmaid.
I missed Huimin's constant yearnings of my hugs. HOHOHOHO!
I missed Fiona Chang's silence and her smile at every single thing I say.
I missed SHORTY's shorty-ness and her lame-ness.
I missed Vivian's retarded short hair, which is very messy but she just don't want to admit it.
I missed CHUBBY running away from me whenever she sees me and her very unique voice (:
I missed Jiayun's " Hello Senior!".
I missed Genith's gentleness.
I missed Weilin, who tries very hard to be like me, but too bad 'cos my specs(& I) are way too awesome for you to copy.
I missed Hanwen's pink/maroon specs!
I missed Lijuan and Marie's nonsense on Western guys and abs -.-
I missed Xinhui's polite-ness.
I missed Wenting's stare at my awesomeeee hair!
I missed Rachael's "HELLO!" and super fair faceeeee.


OHMAN.
CCA WAS HORROR WITHOUT THEM ):
I'm gonna go kidnap them from their camp sooooon.
Hahahaha!

But they are all gonna return tomorrow.
YAY!
And I'm supposed to give Huimin a GREAT BIG HUG tomorrow too.
Hahaha.



Heard that Jolene had fever and had to go home.
Gahhhh poor thing :/
Missing camp with class is just, awful :(



I was trying to distract myself with work to refrain myself from thinking about people.
Apparently, it does not work.
Gahhh, and was even scolded :/



Pfffffft.
I don't like TSK'S PMS man.
Effff it.




Stay positive!
Stay positive!
Stay positive!


Hahaha I just needed a little confidence boost.
(:





I need to go Daiso and Popular sooooon!
Shopping trip soon man!
:D




So now,
I am going to read my book.
Then sleep, without thinking too much.




May you be well (:







XOXO,
Prince(ss)!

Thursday, May 7, 2009 , 10:05 PM
X MEN! <3







































X MEN!
X MEN IS LOVEEEEEEE <3


Aaron Stanford as Pyro!<3
Shawn Ashmore as Iceman!<3
Anna Paquin as Rogue!
Ben Foster as Angel!<3
Hugh Jackman as Wolverine!
Halle Berry as Storm!



:D
(ty is going mad!)





I must watch X MEN again and againnnnn!


X MEN keeps ty happy (:
YAY!





XOXO,
Wolverine's half-mutant-half-vampire sister!

Monday, May 4, 2009 , 8:14 PM