Wednesday, May 21, 2008
, 11:52 PM
I've a new actor to like, like finally.
Hahahas and I MUST remember to buy the Dvd.
The movie is called "sky of love".
, 11:19 PM
Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes for Fun
This is mine.
It is so freakin' cool.
Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quiz
This is Joanna's.
Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz
This is Huili's.
Firstly, she is really VERY LOUD.
Secondly, she is VERY TALKATIVE.
And lastly, I don't know 'bout the sex part.
Its sickening-ly hilarious.
:D
Imy,
, 10:10 PM
Today is fun.
Met girl today in the morning and realised the lollipop I gave her was expired.
What shyt :/
Had morning jog which I enjoyed the first in my lifetime.
Had many miracles.
TEEHEEE :D
Did up my chem and bio files.
And bio file is GAY.
Its PINKKKKK :/
Eng is boring.
Oral and oral and MORE oral.
The 1st question was, what do I do during my spare time.
I said I took care of Blacky.
TSK :/
I LOVE BLACKY LIKE WTH,
cos he makes me win in competitions and helps me do well in my impromptu speech :D
I seriously need to buy him a bigger soccer ball and a chicken bone !
Chinese is like work work work.
Denise and I were like chiong-ing it like siao.
And i hated question 4.
It sucks.
And the summary was darn funnnnn.
Maths.
I was attentive for once.
Is that considered good?
TSKTSK.
RECESSSSSSSS.
YAY YAY MY LIBRARY DUTYYYYYY <3
LOVES IT LIKE HELL.
Miracles happen everyday :)
Had to go for chem lessons after that.
We were FILMEDDDDDDD :D
SO COOL.
And I made sure my hair was neatly gel-ed up.
Goshhhh and mrs goh was listening to our lessons.
Everyone was damn enthuuuuuu !
Chinese next again.
We were supposed to write in something like reflections for ourselves and for the teacher.
Heeeee I wrote the volume she talks is scary and that when she is angry, she is ugly.
OHMY OHMY :/
PW is slackyyyy.
My group was the last to present.
And I talked about the Swiss Franc.
After school,
its freakin retarded.
I was the clown lah.
And I am getting addicted to Touch My Body by Mariah Carey.
WALAO MARIAHHHHHHHHHHH !
Christy is an ass.
I shall irritate her tomorrow with my version of Touch My Body and SWEET LIPS EMPRESS :D
P.S : Your shirt is the cleanest tissue ever.
Who are you, pink shirt guy?
Freakin' nice and I hate it when we look into each other's eyes.
CHUABERLAKEEEEEEEEEEE !
OHOH,
and XU XUE KUN broke my precious mirror.
She will have 7 years of bad luck.
HAHAHAHA :)
Made new specs too.
Orange and white.
I hate adventurous pair of specs :/
I'm glad.
We are not over yet.
It's just the beginning.
<3 Princess.
, 9:27 PM
Today was freakin' awesomeeeeeeee :D
Woke up early in the morning.
Went to Punggol to pray for Ahma and to celebrate Vesak Day.
Had vegetarian food fair.
Ate lontong, ang ku kueh, fish beehoon and hua kueh :)
Went back to Grandpa's house later.
Shyann was there.
Accompanied her till 6pm and made my way to 1st Aunt's house.
OHMY I WALKED ALL THE WAY THERE.
HAHAHAS
Mummy was proud and I was rewarded with a mini apple pie.
What shyt :/
TEEHEEE
Anyways, I made apple pies and prepared the fried rice ingredients for my Aunt for the charity food fair tomorrow.
Uncle sure do know how to cook.
I <3 Vegetarian cod fish and mutton.
I AM WAY TOO EXCITED YO.
Finally could sms her.
Gosh what a long wait.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
, 11:02 PM
I am like halfway through my Social Studies revision for the test tomorrow.
And I am currently helping Nessa with her Chemistry.
Ohmannxxxz.
Chemistry rockkssxxz my sockkksxxxzs luhhh.
:D
Geeez I want to drink Pink Dolphin.
* winks *
Grrrr today is the last episode of The Famous Seven Princess.
Ohmannxxz, I love Xueqi to bits and pieces.
Ehhh nopexxz.
I love all the sisters to bits <3
Lee Shi came to school freaking early today.
Great improvement yo.
And we had loads of free periods.
Hooorays :)
Shit
Julia Yeo confiscated my hp.
AND AND I DIDN'T USE IT.
Just 'cos I forget to put it in my pocket.
TSKTSK :/
Evrything is alright.
Everything is okay.
Lets all talk.
Vesak Day is coming.
Need to pray for Ahma :D
I can't wait.
And what's the bad thing.
There is parent teacher meeting :X
Geez,
where are you when I need you?
My song currently : Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston
Thursday, May 15, 2008
, 11:00 PM
A tribute to Grandma.
15/02/2008
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
, 11:26 PM
Mariah Carey LyricsBye Bye LyricsI don't know what's wrong.
The whole world is spinning too fast.
I don't know why I am feeling even worse than losing that uncute woman.
I don't know why I am breaking down even more now.
I don't know why I am not even appreaciated a teeny weeny bit.
I don't know why I can't die.
I miss Ahma.
I want her to take me with her.
I want her to take care of me in the other world.
I don't like to lose a friendship.
I am sensitive and I know that.
I apologise if in any ways I am wrong.
I just wanteverything to stop,
and my tears to stop too.
I think Daddy's words were never wrong.
Thank you Daddy.
I love you.
Shuxiang,
thank you for talking to me today.
Made me feel better.
You are very loved.
Treasure your hun and I will too.
P.S: There is sushi tomorrow. HIPHIPHOORAYYYY :)
FOR MY AHMA, ILOVEYOU AHMA <3
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night,
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight,
I thought you were so strong,
You'd make it through whatever.
Its so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever.
I never knew I could hurt like this,
And everyday life goes on as I wish.
I could talk to you for a while,
Miss you but I try not to cry,
As time goes by.
And its true that you've
Reached a better place,
Still I'd give the world to see your face,
And be right here next to you.
But it's like you're gone too soon,
Now the hardest thing to do is to say
Bye Bye.
, 10:46 PM
I'm so not looking good today or yesterday or tomorrow.
I cut my hair.
And they are standing up like so tall and mighty.
Yesterday.
Asked Huili out to NLB.
For the stewpit jodi picoult thing.
In the end was late.
Huili kept laughing at me.
Like WTHHHH :/
Went to the Popular beside the NLB.
Met Natasha and Kelly.
Gosh I know I am so hideous yo.
HAHAHAHHAS.
Had dinner and Ben and Jerry's with them at Raffles City.
I tried the chunky monkey ice-cream.
The first mouth was sucky.
And as I continued, it got nicer and better.
Today is Mother's Day but there wasn't the festive mood at all.
Firstly, cos I argues with her the day before and she is someone who likes to be angry all the time.
Secondly, its like we are not supposed to be celebrating cos Grandma just passed away.
Mum cooked glutinous rice and dessert to put at Ahma'a alter this evening.
I know Ahma must have enjoyed it thoroughly.
She had always loved my Mum's cooking.
Tomorrow there is school.
I can't imagine the humiliation.
I must gel my hair firsttttt.
TEEHEEE I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE GATSBYYYYY <3
Sunday, May 11, 2008
, 10:47 PM
/ You say true love, its suicidal.
I've been trying ways to tell myself you still care.
I've been trying so hard to get my eyes into yours.
I don't know if it works, I still gotta give it a shot.
I feel restricted.
I have to care about how you feel.
I have to think deeply what you want me to do and what you won't want to see me doing.
I have to make sure I do the right things all the time.
I have to make sure I stay strong.
I have to make sure that if I wanna cry, I have to do it at home.
I have to make sure I continue doing my things even if you are there.
I don't know what went wrong.
You have never ever told me.
You just stopped all the calls and messages.
I mean I need an explaination.
You can't just go away without a reason.
I thought of letting you go.
I thought letting you go was the best.
I know I am a player.
But in the game of you and me, I sucked big time and lost to you.
I have never had this feeling before.
The feeling of losing someone and wanting that someone to come back.
I mean I know I am supposed to win that someone back, but somehow,
I don't have time like normal people do.
I don't have the luck anymore.
I don't have the energy anymore.
And most importantly, this person I lost was my greatest motivation.
In this game, I lost my motivation.
Thanks so much.
I lost my sunshine.
So what, I thought.
I went to find my moonlight.
I realised, the moon cannot take the place of the sun.
The moon actually need the sun to reflect light on it.
And that means, the moon cannot take the place of the moon.
And that also means, I can't forget you.
If time can go back,
I want to make everything right.
I will do it right and make you smile.
All I want is to see that sunshine smile again.
Lacking affection.
Thank you Josie.
Your love is appreciated.
Our song: Cupid Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes
My song now: Suuny Day by Fujiki Kazue
Saturday, May 10, 2008
, 12:14 AM
Today is horrible.
Starting from the awful rain which delayed my time to see Joanna.
Gosh and I was freakin' wet.
But, oh wells, at least there is NO morning jog.
Then there was CME and we watched the video.
And we talked 'bout SEX.
And I remembered the article on The Viagra pill.
It helps in diabeties and menopause.
So cool.
Had maths and maths SUCKED LIKE BIG TIMEEEEEEE :/
Mrs Yeo is like , arghhhh I don't know.
My Maths were As and now they are Fs.
I don't know why and I freakin' wanna give up on Maths.
TSKTSK :/
I want Mdm Lee.
She seems cuteeeeeee ;D
AND AND my thing came today during maths lesson.
How great :/
Started to feel like puking.
Gosh almost puked on Shijie.
Luckily, I didn't.
Jacque wanted my PE tee for NAPFA today after school.
Had to wear her 4D class tee which is SO ORANGEEEE :)
TEEEHEEEE :D
And we signed on Andrew's PE tee.
And my signature ruined everything.
Went NEBO with Huili, Christy and Smurf for lunch and to study bio.
Like I don't know how to study with all those emo shyt music at NEBO.
TSKTSK.
Still managed to read Du Zhe :/
I had cheese sausage.
EEEEWWW :(
And I was reminded of the cheese jerky by Jackson and Oliver in Hannah Montana <3
Came home and started puking.
Had the runs and my stomach is still churning now.
Gosh I freakin' don't wan't food poisoning like Cheryll.
Ohoh the good part of today is the impromptu speech during English.
My question was on my pet.
AND I TALKED ABOUT MY DARHLING BLACKYYYYYY.
And till now, I still don't know what is his breed.
Okay, so he is still a wild dog.
( My class knows what it means :D WINKS! )
You make me smile like a retard everyday.
You make me strong everyday.
You make me wanna do everyting well.
You are my guradian angel and I will be your torchlight.
THE COW AND THE MONKEY <3
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
, 11:02 PM
It sort of started from yesterday.
Felt really down.
I don't know why either.
I have never been like that before.
Its like the rarest case ever.
School ended.
Then I started to blank out.
Called Josie.
She didn't answer.
Went out with Dwarf, Huili and Christy ytd.
Went to amk hub then to the pasar malam next to it.
Bought some Liverpool stuff for myself and Arsenal stuff for Sherlyn.
The weather was bloody hot.
Library duty is always fun everyday.
I mean i do see miracles there.
I can hide myself there and no one sees me.
I like it that way.
Got home late ytd.
Mum sort of gave me that kind of look.
Then I went for dinner and overshot my teevee time.
She started screaming at me.
Like wth?
The next day is holiday can.
I know I am stupid.
I know you have the absolute feeling I am so gonna retain.
But must you do that to me?
This world is changing too fast,
Or is it 'cos you passed away and everyone has changed.
There was a funeral wake downstairs when I reached home ytd.
Ahma suddenly came into my mind.
Cried a river for a few minutes after dinner.
Today is a holiday, yet it doesn't feel holiday-ish.
Dad started nagging all day long.
Whats wrong with tidying up my hair for a few minutes while studying lah?
I mean, gosh, everyone is making me unbearable.
I definitely miss camp days.
I feel low.
And I need someone by my side.
I don't care who.
I don't care if its her or her or her,
As long as someone is beside me.
I am quite contended already.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I need your help.
I know I am ugly.
I know I have no status.
I know I am nobody.
But must you do this to me?
I feel like dropping down and die.
She was happy when she died.
Maybe I will be too.
:/
Who is nicea anyway?
Thursday, May 1, 2008
, 10:07 PM
