你是我的宝贝- 曹格

我 一直在寻找 可爱的微笑
今天终於让我找到
我 希望你知道 我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好

你 有特别的味道 让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜 美丽在燃烧 我快控制不了
Wu........................

其实我不错 可以考虑我
什麼都可以 Just don't say no

我们手牵手 沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够

希望你能当我宝贝 你一定不会後悔
我只有一个要求 就 是要对你好

永远不让你流泪 永远都不让你心碎
希望你相信我 我们在一起好吗



:D




《闭上眼 默念3遍 - 183俱乐部/7朵花 (电视剧"王子变青蛙"插曲)》歌词


演唱歌手： 王子变青蛙
所属专辑： 《王子变青蛙(电视原声带)》



希望你理解 爱上你有多难
像童话里的故事 可恶的安排
明明两个人都相爱 却偏偏遇阻碍
非得让人痛彻心扉 才能证明爱存在

我们 如何找到出路 通往 爱的国度

闭上眼 默念三遍
Call my name我就出现
(Call my name and I'll be there)
有时候 寂寞难掩 像不醒的梦靥
闭着眼 数了三遍
你应该要出现 但你却又食言 让我看不见
(你应该要出现 但你对我食言 不在我身边)

如果你能明白 这场相爱有多难
像童话中的傀儡 口是心非
以为你找到了幸福 我却感到好无助
只能笑笑去祝福 偷偷掉着泪

我们 拚命想找出路 通往 爱的国度

永远究竟多么遥远 为何我总无缘 无法好好体验
爱不像你跟我说的 简单像许个愿





Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder







You make me feel like there is never winter.
I love you many many.
　

Thursday, July 31, 2008 , 9:08 PM

i cried.

I am munching on Subway now.
My mood got better today.
I love accidents.
Oh yes I do !

Watched Money Not Enough 2 just now at J8 with PINK and Chrissy.
Geeez.
The ending part was way too much for me to take it.
I cried.
Thought of my grandma.
PINK cried too.
And Chrissy was way too busy pulling out tissue papers for us.
Grrrr :/

I swear I will never cry in cinemas ever again.
HMPH.


I love my new hair.
It looks like an onion.
Heeee.
I love my pok.
Thank you SHIJIEEEEEE :D


I am trying to contain some of my happiness today.
Cos its way too cool.
I am happy happy happy.
Finally.
Thats why I love accidents.

Met Werewolf at AMK Hub today.
Heee.


Shuxiang said during recess that I have to write this in my blog.
____________ !
You are my air, I can't live without you.

HAHAHA cheeesy shyt :/


Watched Prom Night a few days before, and X files a week ago.
And I still haven't watched Dark Knighttttt D:
Grrrrrr.

WHY SO SERIOUS ?
LET ME PUT A SMILE ON THAT FACE.

I love the Joker.
I love myself.


Had the urge to puke many times today.
I don't know whyyy.
And its darn irritating.
When I thought it'd be a burp, it turned out to be that darn puking sound.
My liver stopped hurting me for a day already, and I'm glad.

I love my peel, alot.
Plentiful.
Truckloads.




This is the Mandarin version of Built To Last.
And I am a cheenapok.
Yes, I am a pok.

:D


I love you, girl.
I love you more and more, day by day.
I just can't stand it when you are out of my sight.
You are my eight world wonder.


:/

, 8:24 PM

your love is the sweetest sin.

I never felt someone like you.

Its hard,
and I will never loosen the grip.

I am so not going to let you think I am way over you.
I am so not going to let you think I am playing.
Cos I am so not.

You are always in my heart.
Trust me.
I have never ever love someone like that.
Serious.


I've never felt so determined before.
And I am so gonna make myself study like hell.
I am so not going to retain.
I am so going to be promoted,
even though I have doubts on that.

You were once my motivation.
You will be again.
But, more than that.

I looked into your eyes today a few times.
I have never ever felt so warm.
It made me high,
like a drug addict on Ecstacy.

I am so way addicted to you.

I won't let my shortcomings fail me.
I will be who I am.
I will be the real me.
And I don't know,
I still don't have the answers.

Call me a coward.
I only dare to look for you.
I only dare to look you in your eyes.
So many rejections,
I have become afraid of messaging you.
I don't know how to start it off again.
But,
I want to try.
One fine day, I will.


I'll always be your thunder.
I'll always be there for you.
Gosh, it sounds cheesy.
But,
I mean it.
And yeah I really do mean it.

I hope I won't receive glares.
I don't mind stares.
I don't mind affectionate looks.
I just need your smile, your voice, your look in my eye.




Dwarf showed me her purple braces today.
I am so jealous.
I want to have braces toooo :/
Braces with my name on it.
It will be real cool.
But,
my name is a whole paragraph.
Tskkkk.

I hate my real Indo name.
Nevertheless,
if you get rid of the 'I' word at the back,
it'd sound pretty cool.




Yes,
I want to laugh really happily again.
I don't wanna fake it all and be unhappy deep inside.
I want to be happy.
Yes.
I need my love.

D:

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 , 9:54 PM

BACK IN TRAINING!!! says:
anyway don't be sad
BACK IN TRAINING!!! says:
haha

Thanks Sherlyn.
And I am not a piggy or whatsoever, you asshole.
TSK :/


I am sad, so what.
Maybe you don't care.
Or maybe you don't feel/know.

I am not sure anymore.
But I will be strong and be at my best state,
Even though my liver still hurts.
:/


I will hang on and do my best.
I will prove to you,
who I really am.
And to prove to you,
how much I love you.

Cos I love you way too much.
Ask around,
people will tell you that.

Library Exco meeting was fun today.
Man Tou was acting serious and Dragonfly was crapping and thinking about KFC.
Can never imagine Library without them, those two silly pigs.


Yes, Joan.
I will stay positive,
and I think I did well for speech today.
Thanks Mrs Chua for your puppets.

I love my wolf!






Your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer.
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder.



:D
And I say,
yes I mean it, girl.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 , 8:37 PM

built to last

I don't know how you feel.
I don't know how you will react.
I don't know if you care.
I don't know what to do.

You left me on a thread and I am clueless as to what to do.
You make me helpless.
You left me wondering.
You left me guessing wildly.
You make me a fool who doesn't get anything right.

I am despearte for your voice.
I need your guidance.
I need your answer.
I need to know.

Cos I am totally helpless and clueless.

You seem like you are looking into my eyes,
but are you?

You seem like you hate me sometimes,
but do you?

You seem like you are afraid of me,
but are you?

I have so many doubts I need you to clear.
Everyday,
tensions come to my head.

The more I laugh,
it means the more I want to breakdown and cry.

The more I look sad,
the more I want you to notice and know.

The more I cry,
it means I am breaking down and I don't know what to do.
And that means,
I need you.

Your voice echos in my ears,
but those voices ain't for me to listen to.

Your face looms into my sight,
but I ain't the one you are looking for.

Your laughter reverberates in ym ears,
but those laughter ain't for me and you are not laughing together with me.

Maybe,
you are laughing at me.
I don't know.
I need answers.


I have never ever given up on you for these 3 years.
Never ever.
Mark my words.

Just what had gone wrong?


D:





/ Cos I was born to tell you I love you.

Monday, July 28, 2008 , 9:15 PM

You are invincible.

You are invincible.
And you are never invisible in my life.



"Invincible"

I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way

September 1st, 2003
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
Raced out the door
Broken
Tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours

[Chorus:]
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything's cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing eighty-five in a thirty-five
Why babe?

Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street feels cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours

[Chorus]

Who ever said that life was fair
When you live without a care
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'

[Chorus]




You got me right where you want me.
And I will be by your side , always by your side.




"Right Where You Want Me"

Girl,
There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.
I've never felt the need to lose control.
Always held on back and played it slow.
But not this time.
Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

Girl,
I'm gonna let you have your way with me.
But when you move like that,
Its hard to breathe.
I never thought that it could be like this,
But I was wrong.
Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,
How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.
In slow motion,
My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,
I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.



Just so you know,
I love you alot.
Two hearts beat as one.



" Just So You Know "

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin' me
I'm wonderin why I've waited so long
Lookin back I realize it was always there to be spoken
Now I'm waitin here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know






I know I shouldn't love you.
I know you won't accept.
But it ain't that easy to forget you.
Three whole years and I am still loving you.
I miss that year and I miss your smile.
I still see you around, but there is just something missing.
You are awesome, no matter what people say.
I want to make you mine and I want to cherish you.
I am all ready.



I tried not to give a damn about you,
but you are too powerful,
my world revolves around you.


:D

I LOVE YOU.

Sunday, July 27, 2008 , 5:12 PM

YOU DARN BIG FLIRT.
GET OUT OF MY WAY OR I WILL KICK YOUR ASS.

Get out of my girl's life.
Don't think of stead-ing her like any-oh-how.
Don't even think that she will waste her smses for you.
So please,
JUST EFF OFF AND DONT DISTURB HER.

Don't think my school girls ain't wary of you.
I ain't who you think I am.
Your friends ain't who you think they are too.
They backstab you and I like it.
I mean, I LOVE IT.

You ain't serious in relationships and its your fault.
So don't blame me if I go around naming you the Flirt of the Century.
I mean, come on.
Haven't you ever experience true love before?
Or are you never in love?
Wait, I forgot.
You are a flirt.
You are cold and have no feelings.
You just play with girls like toys.
Once broken, tattered, spoilt, just change.
Like change in a split second.
I dont embrace the change.
And I mean constant change.
Cos it sucks.

Your sweet talk will not work one day.
You will be despised, looked down on, and defeated.
The girls will win the battle.
And in case you don't know,
we all have a gameplan for you.
Surprise surprise.


So please,
HAVE A LIFE and GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF.
Don't meet up any girl like randomly and say I LOVE YOU to her.
Don't anyhow possess them like they are yours.
Don't think that they give a damn about you.
Cos warnings are spreading like wildfire in my school.


You are an asshole.
And just in case you dont know,
let me tell you,

___________ !
You are a darn big smelly stupid effing ASSHOLE.
So get out of my friend's way.

Have a life and move on.
No girls want you now, too bad.
Blame yourself.
Blame your flirty-ness.
Blame your asshole ways.
Not my fault.


So stop talking to my girl and seriously,
EFF OFF !

You won't want any harm to go to your little brother do you ?

Take care.
Behave.
Have a life.
Move on.
Get a grip.

AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
DON'T TALK TO MY GIRL.

:/

, 4:38 PM

I am bored today.
So I'd just upload peektures taken recently.
Enjoy :D

And tell her I love her.

Saturday, July 26, 2008 , 11:39 PM

The problem does not lie in you or in me.
I have the right to do what I want.
Like it or not.


Te amo.
Like I said.
I say it once and only, once.
And it means to you only.

I don't care if you get it or not.
Knock some sense into you now.
I have never changed.
Never in the heart.


Keep smiling.
I like it that way.
I mean, I love it that way.



Your voice, was the soundtrack of my summer.
You will always be my thunder,
and I said,
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colours.
I want to let you know how much I feel your pain.


Forget yesterday,
We will make the great escape.


I get wings to fly , I feel that I'm alive.
I can touch the sky and I know I'm alive.
I'm glad that I'm alive.
My heart is on fire.


I remember the times we spend together.
I wish that you were here with me , tonight.
Tonight I fall in and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up,
and know the stars are holding you holding you holding you tonight.



Hey baby girl, I've been watching you all day.
You are amazing.




"Tell Her"

I know how it feels
To wake up without her
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about her

I can't believe
Her hold on me
It's something indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please

[Chorus:]
If you see my girl
Just tell her I miss her smile
Tell her I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see her in a little while
I know when she
Holds on to me
She's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell her I love her

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her
The way that she moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch her eye
I can hardly breathe

Still can't believe
Her hold on me
She's just so indescribable
I know she knows
But won't you please, please

[Chorus]

Every time that I'm around her
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found her
I know how it feels

[Chorus]

Oh yeah, just tell her I love her



P.S: For you.

:D



I want to hold you tight and go into a time machine.
I should have gone home with you.
You got me right where you want me.

I hurt myself today ; to see if I still feel.

Thursday, July 24, 2008 , 9:33 PM

Te amo.
I love you.
And I'm only gonna say it once.


Many things happened.
Don't wanna say more about it.
Had enough.
May all the troubles be gone.
Spare me from all disasters and difficulties.

My liver and kidneys are okay now.
However, headaches ain't gone yet.
I hate thy life but I am so gonna strive it through no matter what, for my library dudes, friends and you you you.
Tsk :/

Hate it when you don't see me in the eyes.

Jinnee,
I hope you are sure of your decision.
I give you my blessings.
And I wish you good luck !

Goodbye my friend.
adios.

I have been learning Spanish for the sake of Torres and Sherlyn, the asshole.
Trying to memorise some though, day by day.
The easiest is : te odio ( I hate you )
That is beacuse I say it to Sherlyn everyday.
HAHAHAHA :D

I hope my friends will treasure each other.
I don't like seeing you all getting into quarrels over an insignificant ant.


And I had KFC today.
And Sherlyn was gross today.
She had grapes in her shirt.
WOW HOW COOL !

OH and thank you Huili for your roses.
And thanks to Christy for your belated roses and plant and card toooo.
And thanks Genith,
the eeyore is way toooooo cuteeeeeeee !



HAHAHAHA.
I will treasure my life,
for you.
Appreciate it dudette.
Not everyone will do it for you.
Just one smile, and one look in the eye.
Its all fine.

:D




Te quiero pero no puedo decir.
Te quiero, pero simplemente no parece correcto.



/ Your voice, is the soundtrack of my summer.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 , 8:32 PM

9th July 08

Yeah normal school day .
Birthday eve.
Can't wait for the next day.
LOL.
And worse still, there was O level Chinese oral today.
Grrrrrrr.
Topic was on whether parents should keep a close eye on the kids.
Goshhhh I have been living like that.
Of course I will say YES.

Teeeheeee :D
I love my dad and mum.

And my class went early to the Sports School to support the swim team.
Christy was swimming.
HAHAHAHA.
And we all missed the elections campaign.
Like wth?
TSK.

Oral was okay, manageable, fine.
Heeeee.
Went to Sports School after oral with kingkong and Tricia.
Met up with Huili.
Apparently, Christy had just finished her competition when I reached.
She was 4th at first.
Due to her excitement, she cracked her leg and became 6th.
WE WILL STILL LOVE YOU CHRISTY THE ASS !
Heh heh.

Sherlyn called and we chatted on the phone for ages.
And my phone was smokin' hotttttt.
HAHAHA,
and I bought her Subway cookie.
WTH!
Hurrrr.

Went to Causeway Point after the swim meet.
Had dinner at Jack's Place for dinner.
PINK saw me eating something taboo.
OOPS!


10th July 08

At 12.02 am, Ashraf sent me a birthday wish.
How sweet.
Followed by Ed, Huili and sister-in-law.
LOLS.
Mummy made sushi for the whole class.
I lurbbs you mummy!
Joan forgot to bring my present, oh wells.
HAHAHA.
Shijie gave me a soft toy lion.
Cos I am Lion King yo!
Shuxiang gave me a monkey on a stick.
From Mini Toons.
Heh heh.
Lee Shi gave me Ferrero chocolate.
So sweet of her to remember my birthday.
Heeeee.
The whole class sang birthday song for me.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!
HAHA.

Library's farewell party went on well and smoothly.
I will miss you all.
Took pics, or should I say camwhored with Virya, Yien Chen, Jacqy and Qiuhong.
LOLS and I have a spastic picture of Seline!

Will upload peeektures laterrrr.

Celebrated my birthday at Ichiban Sushi with Dwarf, Daddy and Pink.
Heeeeeee.
My salmon sashimi!

Oh and many people wished me Happy Birthday on friendster and smses too.
Thank all of you loads.

Thanks Keeve.
Thanks Ashraf.
Thanks Ed.
Thanks Huili.
Thanks sister-in-law.
Thanks to my younger brother.
Thanks Christy the Ass.
Thanks Dwarf.
Thanks to my whole class.
Thanks Linghui and Francine.
Thanks Mummy!
Thanks Chuaberlake.
Thanks Gugu.
Thanks to EVERYONE!

My wish didn't come true today,
And I'm pretty sad.
Mine came true last year, why not this year.
I am not sad , but yet I'm not happy.
Sorry I can't keep my feelings hididng.



Today, some of them give me presents tooo.
Belated ones of course.
Heeeee.

Huili gave me shades.
White!
HAHAHAHAHA SO COOL LAH.
From 77th Street.

Shuxing found my cookie mirror which she broke.
YAYS!
And she found it in a cheap shop.
:/

Joan brought half of my present.
She gave me BANANANA sweets.
And she said she owed me a BANANANA drink, which is in her fridge.
LOLS.


Kingkong gave me BANANANANA spray.
And I freakin' smell like a banana.
So cool.


AND AND SHERLYN FINALLY GAVE ME MY BIRTHDAY CARD.
HAHAHAHA TORRES PEEEKTURES ALL AROUND!
And there was one spastic picture of him.
Hurrrr.
Thank you anyways.
I didn't know you could do Art.
Teeehee.

And SHERLYN TAN LIYU,
YOU OWE ME MY HAPPY MEAL!

DON'T FORGET!

:D




I love birthdays,
especially mine .
Who will be kind to me and buy me a nice bouquet of flowers.
Or to be kinder to me, buy me a bouquet of bears!


LALALALALA :D


P.S: I forgot to thank Boron especially for her post-it.
Yes, she only gave me a post-it, so what.
She is a Boron what.
What do you expect an element to give you on your birthday.
A post-it is great!
Anyways, I wonder where do elements have hands to write post-its!

Heeeeeee
Thank you Boron for your post-it and your uhm, incredible birthday tattoo stickers.

Friday, July 11, 2008 , 11:31 PM

sher

I hate myself.
I drink too much and I blabber too much yet I wasn't drunk.
I am sure about that.

I am sorry to Kingkong and STEWPIT ASSHOLE for blabbering so much when I drank.
If time is able to go back, I will put in sense into me.

Today was a damnit sad, dreadful, tiring, unhappy day for me.
Couldn't help but teared.
Had bio test today.
Was manageable, didn't do one question though.
Christy had competition, good luck girl!
Huili, Shuxiang and my baby, Clarice Chau didn't come to school :(
BUT JINNEE CAME !
:)

And SHE walked behind me today.
And Mrs Chua celebrated my birthday early today.
Had Sakae Sushi.
Bought the rings, only Huili knows.
I met Julian,
He is a sweetie, he melts hearts.
The birthday celebration might be the only happy thing today.
Thank you Mrs Chua!

:)



Everything was screwed up right from the start.
And I mean't since Sec 1.
I screwed it up all by myself.

I have myself to blame.
And to quote SHIJIE!,
What is done is undone.
We have to move on.
I will try to be hopeful.

:/
I am sad and I yearn affection.
Not from anyone, but you.
I miss you.

NYTC.

Friday, July 4, 2008 , 9:43 PM