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Welcome to my Suju lifeee
Yuliant Joanne Ivan Ryo Tan Tingyuan!
Seventeen since 10th July 2010!
Singapore Polytechnic Mass Comm Year 1!
Ex-St Nickolodean!

Loves <3
Fernando Torres!
Justin Bieber!
Big Time Rush - Logan&Kendall&James!
The Wanted - Nathan&Siva&Jay!
Anthony Neely!
Jay Chou!
KPop!
Super Junior 15-strong!
Kibum!
Kyuhyun!
Hankyung!
Eunhyuk!
Eeteuk!
Henry!
Siwon!
Donghae!
Kangin!
SHINee - Minho&Taemin&Key!
SHINee Ring Ding Dong&Hello&Lucifer!
SNSD - Taeyeon&Hyoyeon&Seohyun&Tiffany&Yoona!
SNSD Run Devil Run&Oh&Gee&Genie&Hoot!
fx - Amber!
miss A - Fei&Suzy&Jia!
2PM - Nickhun&Junsu!

I wish I wish for all these,
Super Show 4!
A true prince who knows how to treat me right!
A bouquet of roses from you to me!
Pictures everywhere of you&me!
An awesome GPA grade (4.0 pls)!
To be on normal talking terms with Mum!

I'm just a click away, baby
When I'm bored, click here
Archives
Credits
I love how you say it,
Had CASS Jumble Sale today.
Was the booth deco I/C.
Did the deco, skipped MCA tutroial.
Heard that I got Bplus for my presentation.
FML.

Anyways,
the jumble sale was awesomeeee!
Sales were great.
Made a lot of new friends! (:
And most importantly,
I saw eyecandy again.

Only this time I know his name and course, and that he is half-Thai! Ha!

I like his hair, and his dance.
Omg CASS AGM today said there will be Dinner and Dance.
Awwwww!(if only....)

Yeah right.
So yeah, talked to Coke just now.
Crappy stuff about grades.

Didn't know why I was so dao to him the whole day.
:/

Then I couldn't help it.
I just had to tell him not to wear the green shirt he wore today anymore.
I feel mean ):
Like really really really bad.

Hope he won't feel upset.
The shirt apparently reminded me of Victor Papa. LOL.
He said all of his clothes were being washed, and he had no more clothes left, so yeah.
Now I know what to get for his birthday (:

He quitted his job apparently.
And why do I feel so happy when he said that?!
I don't know,
at least I know he won't be that tired? Mmmhmmm.


/TINGYUAN says:

hahahaha anws you listen to my opinions one right (:

___________________________________ says:

yah, y do u ask?



Love it when he agrees (:
Ohwells.
Shall stop dwelling into my one-sided fantasies and continue on with my movie- She's out of my League!


Miss him so much right now.
Counting down the seconds till the next day.


X0X0

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 , 10:55 PM




Got it from Adli's blog.
Yeah it's kind of true isn't it.

The first one reminded me of..uhm 007.
I'm so so so uber sorry I always used it on you.
And I knew it hurted you.
Sorry ):

No 3 is lethal siol.
So many girlfriends around me use it.

I personally love 7&8 (:
Whatever laaa bodoh!




On a side note,
I miss you alot.
I try not to go to your FB page,
not to see if you have come online secretly and updated.
I try not to think of you,
and I distract myself with oh-effing-hot guys from Vampire Diaries.

It is definitely not working.

I miss you I miss you I miss you.
I want to run around the universe, trying to find out where you are.
Are you overseas?
Are you sick?
Are you happy and fine, safe and sound?

I want to know,
but all the answers can't be answered.
It'd be awkward to sms you and ask.
Even worse to call you.
No I refused to be ignored by you on MSN anymore.

I still 'eat' every airplane I see.
I believe a wish will come true after 100 airplanes.
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?
I can really use a wish right now a wish right now a wish right now....


I need to know you really well first.
Yes first aim in life (:



Back to reality,
going to KL on Sunday.
And shit me.
Sunday is Father's Day.
I feel so wretched.
Shall go out with Dad tmr.

And and and,
I'm still in a cold war with Mum.
Shit,
how am I ever gonna get my passport?!

Praying for a miracle right now.


I will miss you all,
and I miss you alright.
So much.


XOXO

Friday, June 18, 2010 , 11:08 PM
I love you
Yknow how scared I got when I heard you wanna go into a great makeover?
Yeah I'm pretty dumb.
You will be so much hotter, cuter, and I will feel worse off and I will feel so imcompatible with you.
I can just die thinking about it.

I don't wanna lose you, though you ain't mine in the first place.
It's just that,
I always have the feeling that you know how I feel.
But then the next minute, it seems like you don't.

She told me you felt guilty so badly 'cos of ignoring me.
Then why did you ignore my sms yet again?
Yeah they told me you might be busy.
Yeah I know you are.

It's just I get paranoid, and hope that it won't be too obvious and that you won't run away.
But I hope its damnit effing obvious that you get it.
At least you know that I like you.

That feeling is still in me,
that feeling of not being good enough for you.

I love your friendliness,
I love your kindness,
I love your sincerity,
I love your smile,
I love that look in your eye.

Haaaaa,
I bet I would be a really bad girlf,
being so obssessive over you.

But I am already very bad to you ain't I.
Yeah I punch you, smack you and stuff.
But it pretty much hurts ALOT inside.

I still remember slapping your arm that day.
I could hear the 'piak'.
My heart stopped.
I am really sorry ):
Haaa, and I actually tried to soothe it by touching it.

And I can never ever forget coffee bean incident.
Asshole.

Now you make me go head over heels.

Oh what should I do.

As I get my expectations high, I know disappointments will be high too.
I hope you won't disappoint me.
I hope you won't make me cry anymore.


I'm sorry,
I like you.....



xoxo

Monday, June 14, 2010 , 11:25 PM
FUCK YOU TEEJONG
I BET YOU ARE BLIND
GO GET YOUR EYES CHECKED LA
KNN

YOU TRY TO SUAN ME
GO AND DIE
I WILL DEFINITELY GET AN A FOR YOU TO SEEEEEE

FUCK YOU CHIBAI

TEEJONG YOU
YOU THINK YOU DAMN HIGH AND SUPERIOR ISIT
WHY SO MISERABLE NEED TO TEACH HERE HUH


FUCK YOU ,
SERIOUSLY.

EMOTIONAL OUTBURST.



SORRY,
NO NOT TO YOU TEEJONG.

Thursday, June 3, 2010 , 1:37 PM