Today is funfunfun :)
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.
ROCK ON,
MY DEAR IJSN TEACHERS!
Heh.
Styled my hair today.
I miss my boyboy look :)
Sec4s had their prelims.
Good luck CHENGSIEWWWW :)
And Kim (Oen).
Family Dance right start in the morning.
ACES Day workout huh.
Cool.
Elit next.
Mr Searle had a hard time controlling my class.
Heh.
Gave him chocs for present.
Then,
it was Chinese.
Act Hot Sexy Babe was trying to make me concentrate on my book.
Which I obviously wasn't interested to read.
Gave her chocs too.
ILOVEYOU,
ZHUANGLAOSHI!
Heeeeeeee.
Then,
we slacked in class before proceeding to the Hall for the celebration.
Hall is a bad place today.
Went up for bowling today.
Played with Ms Jacque Lee, Mrs Sherwood, Mrs Lily Tan and so on.
Lost to the Sec4s.
Gahhhh :/
But it was fun alright.
And AHYEO turned up in school in a bright yellow shirt.
I mean bright,
really bright,
very bright,
extremely bright.
Mrs Yeo,
want to steal the limelight huh.
HAHAHAHA.
And she was damn hyper active todayyyyyyyy.
So cute.
And TSK was acting all gu niang today.
Heeee.
And I screamed ILOVEYOU to her in the Hall.
Bleah.
Was dismissed at 11.30am from the Hall.
Then it was the mad race to find teachers to give the presents.
Gave Mrs Sushilla chocs.
And she kissed me on both cheeks.
Thanks Mrs Sushilla :)
Appreciated it alot when you told me I was always on your mind constantly.
That hug was definitely a very warm one.
Gave TSK a bouquet of bears, chocs and card.
Gahhhh,
and I told her to share her chocs with her daughters, esp QJ.
Heh.
Thank you QJ for your help.
:)
Gave Mrs Khong chocs.
She wanted me to work harder and to get high grades for EOYS.
I wonder how she know,
and I'm thinking about her twin in school nowwww.
Rahhhhhhhhhhh!
Today was Ms Jasmine Tan's last day teaching in IJSN.
Damn sad larhhsxxz.
I always like it when she gives ur free periods and breaks.
She gave us chocs before she left.
Hugged her and gave her chocs.
Gosh,
I'm so gonna miss her alot.
Many many.
I hope she will be back to SN to teach soon.
And I have a feeling Chee Bong is into her.
Heeeeeeeeee.
Today at 1.30pm,
my BORON came back from her darned OBS!
Heh.
She said it was very tiring.
Told you!
HAHAHA,
I told you it will suckkkk alot!
Heh,
yeahyeah Bio was boring without you,
my dear tatto artist!
Wednesday,
9am to 10am.
Geog extra lessons.
Heh.
Can't wait for it.
I can get out of the house.
Gah,
and I haven't show my Mum my PPR yettt.
Bad bad.
:(
Went to Din Tai Fung to eat xiaolongbao todayyyy.
HAPPYHAPPY.
Then arcade.
And I met Ian.
Then movie.
WALL-E!
Hmm,
its cute but kinda boringggggg.
Almost slept.
Pffft.
Went to docs later.
First doc,
to "break" my legs and arms.
Had acupuncture.
LOL.
Second doc,
to cure me of my Arcade flu and my Movie fever.
HAHA,
and the doc gave me a cutely-bottled syrup to cool me down.
It was like,
Yakult.
Hahaha.
ESTHER Sim ☺ says:
GOOD HANDSOME BOY
YAYS.
Happy happy joy joy.
Hols from now on.
Chiong chiong for EOYS.
Pass them with flying colours.
I'm trying.
I hope you know.
I hope you can feel it.
Saw SP today.
I looked up.
She looked down.
Great.
Awesome.
Fabulous.
Thanks for telling me you know I exist.
I love you,
dear.
Many many.
:D
Friday, August 29, 2008
, 10:00 PM
Today is my lucky day !
I met SP in the eyes for more than 5 times.
Gahhhh.
I'm happy happy happy!
:D
Heh,
and I fell sick.
Flu attack!
Kept on sneezing.
I pity my nose.
:(
I slept throughout Maths lesson and woke up to find myself like a lion.
Wanying said I wasn't Tingyuannnn :/
Heh.
Library was fun to the max.
Watched Money Not Enough One.
Heh.
I love Hokkien!
But I'm proud to be a Teochew.
Heeeeeeeeee.
Heh,
recently,
I made a new friend.
And I'd no idea she will become my friend.
That is what she thought so too.
And her sorry is, 'sowwie'.
Hello Zack!
Nice to meet you.
:)
Tomorrow is Teachers' Day.
Bought chocolates, flowers and cards just now at AMK HUB NTUC.
Gahhh,
spent over 100 bucks.
And I'm giving Mrs Goh and Ms Susan Lim!
YAYS.
I can't wait for tomorrow,
when I get humiliated in front of a strong crowd of 4 cohorts watching me as I play Pictionary with Mr Gan and other Sec3 teachers.
Baby Chau didn't come to school today.
And I only realised it till Bio period.
Gahhh,
get well soon,
Baby Chau.
HAHAHAH :)
PPR.
Bad thing.
Don't ask.
I need to get promoted.
I need to get good marks to get into mass comm.
I need help.
Help me !
BORON will be back to Singapore finally,
tomorrow.
From that sickening OBS.
Sherlyn was cute today while we talking on our phones when we were just opposite each other.
Had my hair cut.
And I can finally style my hair againnnn.
Heh.
Oh,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
MY SUPER LU JINGYANG!
:D
You made me feel loved.
You made me feel alive.
What can I say furthermore,
I love you dear.
I love my Special Package alot.
Many many.
SP <33
You gave me wings to fly to the moon,
with you.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
, 9:57 PM
RUTHIE pigggyyyyy,
CHEER UP!
Smilesmile :)
Heh,
I hope she breaks up soon!
LOL,
no lahhh.
Just kidding.
Oh!
And,
DON'T RETAIN,
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?
:/
KINGKONG gave me the Banana donut and the banana chocolate today.
I was so happpppy!
Imagine my happiness.
Today is just so,
bananas?
Lalala.
Bought a pink Care Bear with a Heart tummy from Action City today.
10 bucks,
not that ex.
Hehh,
thanks Joan.
Will return you the money I owed today.
LOLS!
Fionaaaaa (wisenut27@hotmail.com) just asked me about my Care Bear!
Hahahaha !
And she left her whole stack of Physics notes in school.
How could she!
Ahhhhhhhh,
oh wells.
:x
Watched Space Chimps with DWARF and CAILIN :)
It was hilarious,
and DWARF was going BANANAS!
Heeeeeeee.
The Kilowatt alien is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!
I can't believe I spent my afternoon watching a cartoon film.
Gahhhh :/
Tomorrow is a holiday for IJSN.
Be jealous!
Tomorrow,
there will be Maths tuition.
Then I will have to mug for Biologyyyy.
Then,
I will pay a visit to Dr Celena Tay.
Heh.
Dinner at somewhereeeee :0
Got my IC todayyyy.
PINK said I look like a prefect.
Sis-in-Law said I look like some guai kia.
And some polite-looking, studious girl.
Heeeeeee.
I had thought it was a Blue card.
Ahhhh oh wells,
I will have to chage it again when I swear in when I'm 21.
I can't wait for swear in!
I don't wanna live like an illegal immigrant :(
I want to get that black shirt from Newbie in J8.
I want I want!
I desperately wantttttt :/
It cost 50 bucks though.
I need my black guy shirt.
I need to get my Secondhand Serenade CD soon too.
Pfft,
and I need to get that Huang Jing Jia DVD for my Library Chinese group.
Hehhh,
Thursday movieeeee day!
I need a new jacket!
Red jacketttt.
My daddy is gonna buy me one from Marina Square.
I'm delighted.
:)
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
Today,
you looked me in the eyes 3 times.
3 is my lucky number,
anyways.
Thank you,
my motivationnn.
If it weren't you,
I may not have survived this long.
You complete me,
and I'm serious about it.
Thanks,
SP <3
My gorgeous little girl.
Monday, August 25, 2008
, 11:06 PM
HELLO SHERLYNNNNN :D
Yes,
I promised I will blog a post about you.
Gahhh,
it's quite difficult to start.
Sherlyn is nice,
cos' she is informative.
She is able to tell you which soccer team is going to have a match now.
She is able to tell you the biography of many of the soccer players.
She is able to stay up the whole night just to see her favourite team wins.
Lucky she did that for Euro 08!
For Spain!
:D
Sherlyn is a clever girl,
sometimes too clever.
And sometimes,
I wonder what is she doing in our class.
Sherlyn,
I will pray for you,
from the bottom of my heart,
that your Maths will get an A1.
Heh,
no sarcasm,
seriouslyyyyyy.
LOLS!
, 10:55 PM
uploads of photos (random)
, 8:24 PM
Just finished watching the Olympics Closing Ceremony.
Gahhhhh!
I like that Korean Taekwando guyyyy :)
Hehhhhh
and I can't explain why I smiled when I saw Beckham.
And I don't know why I took his peekture with my handphone.
Pffft.
London 2012!
I'm sure to catch it LIVE with Vivian and Aunt.
I'm going London in 4 years time to see Yao Ming,Phelps,Bolt and Federer.
Heeeeeee :D
Boron is not gonna be in school tomorrow.
I will miss her alot.
Alot.
Many many.
No one to spam SP love at!
No one's ass to kick at.
I will feel lonely without my Boron!
Misssssssss eeeeuuuuuu looaaddddssssssss BORON!
KINGKONG got me a banana donut and banana sweets?
Yays!
Thank you.
Had my dinner at Goodwood Park Hotel yesterday night.
Went to do up my hair,
and I felt my hair was like Li Jiawei's.
Hehhh.
Had lots of silver and gold glitter and brown colouringggg.
And I couldn't make my purple/blue hair!
Hurrrrrr!
Yesterday's dinner was fabulous!
Met Rui and Hui.
Funfun.
Met him tooooooooooooo!
HOORAYS.
Will post the pics later.
Shiatxzzz.
Mrs Chua haven't give me the details of the Rainbow Club.
I hope TSK won't scold me tomorrow.
I'm hopeful.
I won't think that tomorrow is a good day.
Starting from the absence of my darlingggggggg BORON!
:(
SHERLYN TAN IS A WONDERFUL GIRL WHO ENTERTAINED ME USING SMS-ES DURING MY DINNER YESTERDAY!
THANK YOU GIRL.
wisenut27@hotmail.com says China sucks.
How could she!
I will whack her when I see her.
That (un)wisenut27@hotmail.com !
B wore ___ father's shirt.
So funny!
But it kinda suit him,
oh wells.
Anyways,
got to go.
Late now,
and Daddy's nagging.
Another 7 hours.
I will endure.
Heeeee.
I love you darling like none other.
SP <3
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
, 11:00 PM
I am not in a good mood now.
And I mean now.
Yes, now.
I have the thought of quitting school for like a darn long time.
But I perservered it so long,
thanks to my gee-f.
Thanks so much.
And my friends,
of course.
Today,
I will try to endure this period of time of hell.
I will curb my desire to quit school,
yet again.
I hate this feeling.
Eurgh.
Ain't feeling any better.
Mum once asked if I wanna stay at gim's house for 5 days every week,
then return home on weekends.
I was darn interested about that suggestion!
But it'd never work out.
Pffft.
I need time alone.
I mean it.
Shiatzsxxz,
bad day.
:/
P.S: ( to Sherlyn)
Will blog more later.
, 1:50 PM
Too tired.
Will blog tomorrow.
I love my contacts and I finally can take them out by myself within 15 minutes.
A great achievement for a contacts newbie :D
Imy.
Sp <3
What a day today!
, 12:56 AM
Today is nice.
Someone was kind enough to help meeeeeee.
And I was very happy.
Thank you friend :)
Bang bang I am so dead.
The thought of getting the PPR back just makes me wanna die.
All the Fs and Es.
Lucky there are Cs and Bs.
Hehhh.
Got back Biology test paper todayyy.
I must say,
I'm very happy.
First test which I passed.
Hehh.
15.5 upon 30.
Good job Yuliant !
Ok though it ain't really a good mark,
I feel happy okay :D
Chemistry paper back today.
Pffft.
4.5 upon 30.
HAHA!
I'm not laughinggggg.
BORON went home today during recess.
I carried her bag out.
Just wanna skip Maths.
Sherlyn's voice is ringing in my ears and head now.
She is an asshole!
She don't like Li Jiawei,
how could she!
Pffft.
And she got 10 out of 10 for her Physics SPA,
like what the heck.
Grrr.
And Fiona got 8.
Congrats Li Shuennxxzzz.
Hehhhh.
Library was fun todayyyy.
Thanks juniors.
Oh, and the Chinese group have a new girl.
Hello Zoeyyyyy !
Played really lame games today and said ghost stories.
Listened to 881 songs.
And Su-dragon was hilarious today.
HAHAHAH
I LOVE THURSDAYS.
My juniors are a bunch of delights.
Turkish delights!
Okay,
random.
PINK didn't come to school today.
She had fever, throat irritation and all sorts of illnesses.
Get well soon,
my friend.
Kuanfei was darn funny today during the Leadership Changeover Ceremony.
Her white specs wasn't that significant from where I sat.
But IVY YEO CHANGSIU's white specs was darnnnnn prominent!
Heeeeee.
And I slapped her butt todayyy.
Funfun :)
I promise to buck up.
I promise not to fall asleep when I do tests.
I promise to start studying.
I have my motivation now,
what more can I request for?
Say that you love me,
say that you care.
<3
Special package is love,
I swear.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
, 9:12 PM
Heh heh.
I am happy today.
Very happy.
Be jealous.
:D
SP came to school earlyyy todayyyy.
I am delighted!
And Hanwen gave me chocs todayyy.
Thank you :)
PE Quiz was like shit.
I crapped through it.
Maths was sleeping hour.
Only that Ms Tan keeps massaging my back,
I've got no choice but to wake up.
Grrrr :/
English was ordinary todayyyy.
I got B3 for English.
Gahhhh :/
Only Lee Shi got A1.
Hmphhhh.
Sirin got A2,
oh wells.
Chinese was fun chatting with Yupi and Low-Class.
We were on the lesson about some crap bridge in Australia.
And Act Hot Sexy Babe cher was asking,
what do you know about Australia.
And I replied,
I know there is JJ :)
Heeeeeeee.
You should see Yupi's face when I said that.
Awwwwwwwww!
And pig brains finally got the answer today.
That pigggg :/
Recessssss!
Huili,Low-Class and I were still very hungry after eating our plates of Hokkien Mee.
Grrrr.
And I bought 2 packs of Cheese fries with EXTRA cheeeeese!
Hehhhh.
Chemistry was next.
Curse the test.
But it was the first time I could manage my time so well.
I could sleep and then wake up and then do the paper again.
And I could do all the questions!
(even though I don't know if everything is correct!)
I had thought I slept for a whole 30 minutes,
and I woke up to realise I only slept for 5 minutes.
Grrr so I had lots and lots of sleep!
YAYS.
Was darn sleepy today.
Don't know whyyyy.
Biology lesson is funnnnn!
Boron was very funny.
Heeee.
And I brought my Cheese fries to the lab to eat.
Hehhh.
We were doing some food tests,
and Esther thought I was eating the cooked rice,
and I was not tempted to okayyy!
Today is DWARF's brother's birthdayyy.
Happy Birthdayyy Didi!
LOL!
I'm intending to get him a Tamagotchi.
8 people for lunch.
Chrissy, PINK, DWARF, Milkmaid, Sis-in-Law, Sister and Joan.
Including me, of course.
Went to J8.
Intended to eat Pastamania.
Decided to go to the food court instead.
And it was like World Food Day!
Milkmaid and I was like buying Korean noodles, Paper Prata, Cai Tao Kueh and Chawanmushi.
Lalala.
Met Daddy.
He gave me some money.
Bought Huimin's pencil boxes.
And I bought one for myself.
Got myself a purple Care Bear to torture.
Bought one orange bear for Joan.
Hehhhhh.
I shall bring it to school tomorrow.
Yeahhh.
Sherlyn is chatting with me now.
And my Sis-in-Law is blogging.
Gahhhh,
and someone has to tell me BAD news!
Pfft :/
Sickening pig.
You are one special kid.
And you are very special.
So special,
I want to have you.
Heh.
Singapore Poly <3
Love you like none other.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
, 7:48 PM
I am just writing cos' I'm boredddddd.
Veryyyyy bored.
:/
Wo de Bai Bai hen piao liang.
My Bai Bai is veryyy bai,
and Bai Bai is very hotttttttttttttttt.
Okayyy,
I shall stop crapping.
Nights.
I love Bai Bai,
like fat kids love Mars Bars!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
, 10:45 PM
I heart you many many <333
Today is nice.
First thing in the morning during assembly,
I see my candyyy.
Hehhhh,
social studies test was fun!
It was manageable,
only not enough time.
Chinese tingxie was next.
And I did something bad.
And I'm not going to say !
Heeeeeeeeeeeee.
Maths was a bore.
Complete bore!
Cos' Ah Yeo came in to teach :/
Hmph!
Recessssssssssssssssssss!
Went to the Library to do up Elit presentation.
Hehhhh.
Love Quotes!
<3
Elit was next.
Mr Searle was like.....
I don't know,
bad mood?
And I was tying my hair during his lesson.
Almost everyone said,
for a moment they couldn't recognise me,
cos' I was too feminine.
Like wth ?!
Grrrr.
English was lastttttt.
And Jacob had to go invigilate some school for English oral.
And Ah Yeo just had to take half an hour from us,
depriving us of half an hour to study for tomorrow's chemistry test.
Tskkkkk.
Was slacking like hell.
Walked around the school.
BORON was listening to Jam Hsiao on my Ipod :/
Hehhhhh.
Chiong out of class immediately once the bell rang.
Didn't go for Chem remedial.
Went to the docs instead.
My leg is swollen,
ain't a good thing.
I was thinking of diabeties,
my greatest fear.
And the TCM doctor had no idea.
He gave me some medicine and asked me to see the results two days later.
I'm hopeful.
Low Class ain't here today.
Sad to the maxxxxx :(
Pfft,
no one to gossip with.
No one to go toilet with before Chinese periods.
I miss her truckloads !
Joan was studying Chemistry with me at my house.
Fun time :)
And I still can't grasp the mole concept.
Pffft :/
And both of us were chatting with Hanwen.
LOL!
Sherlyn keeps saying that the smiley face is fat.
She has something on with the word ' fat'.
Hahaha!
And she wants me to blog about how much she rock.
LIKE WTH ?!
Yeah,
and she heard that the chem paper tomorrow will be hard.
I will pray hard tonight.
Ahma,
bless me !
I have something on with the number '8'.
Only BORON knows!
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
haha
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
i have alot of things to say also
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
just that i forget along the way
/ Diabeties attack , ♥ says:
stupid :/
/ Diabeties attack , ♥ says:
piggggg.
I seriously feel that she is dumb,
sometimes.
[c=#000000][b] Never thought I could love you, the way I do [/b][/c] says:
goodboy
Shuxiangggg praised me cos' I promise I won't eat chocs anymore.
I don't know if I can.
I am tryinggggg.
Sis-in-Law will be bringing honey oats for me to cheer me up!
Chiong-ingggg Chemistry now.
Ass,
I find no interest in chemistry,
for once.
Hurrrrrrrrrr !
I shall read ' San Guo Yan Yi ' as my bedtime story todayyy and for the rest of the week.
YAYS!
The night is dark before dawn and dawn is cominggg.
Memories of the Joker.
I need to watch Batman againnnn!
I told her,
I will hold her hand till death do us part.
Yeah,
I will keep holding on.
SP <3
I will keep to my promise.
And I'll try to get you the moon.
, 7:53 PM
My name is Teng Teng.
Heh heh.
Boron,
don't kill me.
Today is a very happy dayyyyy.
I managed to survive the 9 hours and saw my SP <33
Heeeeee.
Good thing in the morningggg.
There was 1 and a half hours of chem.
Not good :/
And to remember there is chem re-test on Wednesday.
Hmph!
PE is funfun :)
I like baseball.
Especially batting.
Hahaha.
Ms Jacque Lee took 50cents from me today,
cos I slept in class.
Hurrr :/
Whatever lah,
I rather pay lah.
I wanna sleep sleep :D
Maths was right smack at the endddd.
Good.
No Ah Yeo.
Heeee.
Slept throughout the lesson.
That is why I like Ms Tan.
And I ran straight for the toilet right after the bell rang.
I ponned Maths remedial.
Oh wells.
Its only test paper,
which I obviously failed.
Lalalala :/
Went to watch Meet Dave with DWARF, PINK and Chrissy.
It was so funny.
Heh,
I want to bend the gun like Eddie Murphy tooooo !
You should go watch Meet Dave.
Hilarious.
Before going home,
I had really close encounters with Chrissy.
Oops!
Scandalous!
Back home and got addicted to the computer.
Am chiong-ing Elit AMSND shit ppt.
Chinese tingxie.
And tomorrow's SS test.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
Today,
my hair was super wavy.
Woke up from the wrong side of bed.
And Vivien told me :
" Your hair is like Joe Jonas's "
Imagine my delight !
Hehhhhhh.
Got to go.
Chiong chiong chionggggg :D
I love super SP !
Monday, August 18, 2008
, 9:18 PM
洋葱 LYRICS
如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你 沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情
Shiatxxxzzz.
I got affected by Ruthieeee.
And fell in love with this song for once.
LOLS!
Can you believe my friend cried when she heard this song ?!
Blahhhhh.
Special Package is love.
:D
Sunday, August 17, 2008
, 10:17 PM
There is no feelings in me today.
Can't say its bad.
Can't say it's good too.
All 3 tuitions were cancelled today.
Esther had to prepare her prelim paper for her sec4s,
so no Biology tuition.
Uncle Johnson had fever,
so no Maths tuition.
(YAYS!)
Mrs Chua postponed English tuition to tomorrow night at 7.30pm.
I can't wait to show her my English essay.
:)
Heh heh.
Was watching episode 9 and 10 of Prince turned into a Frog online just now.
I particularly love that two episodes,
when Dang-ou saved Tianyu
LIKE A REAL PRINCE.
I want my Prince.
I want to be a Prince.
Like,
how can I !
I want to be the one there for you when you say,
I hope a prince will come and save me now.
I want to play the piano with you,
I want to carry you on my back when you are hurt.
Damned it,
stop dreaminggggg.
I like dreams,
and hate it at the same time too.
It has been a long time since I typed stuff which sounds philosophical and 'cheem'.
I am in the mood for it now.
It is all in random order.
My mind ain't working like it was before.
Maybe it has never been working at all.
It is hard to say ___________________________ .
All that I have done and still doing,
no matter if its for ________ or everyone else,
I hope to be recongised for it.
I hope to be appreciated for it.
I have never felt so feeling-less before.
Maybe it is just you.
Maybe I haven't been treasuring things recently.
I am not too sure.
I am trying to forget what happened and what you've told me out of your own mouth.
I will treat it as I'd never ever known you before.
I don't know why I'm acting like that,
but I'm sorry.
Very utterly sorry,
deep from my heart.
Tell me I ain't screwed.
Tell me I still have hope.
All I want is for you to _______ to me again.
I am waiting for tomorrow.
I need candy to cheer me up.
Though just by looking.
( like I effing care )
Can't anyone tell me what is wrong with me these days.
All the emotional breakdowns.
All the anger not managed properly.
I know even if I knew,
I will never change.
Cos it is a feeling just too strong.
I hope to know more about you soon :D
I am hopeful.
Thanks for making me smile.
Indirectly.
Why does everything seem like I am in the wrong?
Why does everyone point a finger at me and make me seem like some ET on display?
Why does responsibility weigh so much on me?
Who am I to you?
I need an answer,
a honest, truthful answer.
Thank you.
Thank you for being there for me,
when you sensed that I'm emo,
when the whole world don't.
Joan Cher once wrote this to me on a note:
Sometimes,
you just need someone to stand by you and hold your hand while your world crashes down around you.
And sometimes,
that person,
the one who did all that for you,
will be the one to break your heart.
I need to see SP now.
Before I turn numb to feelings.
9 more hours to go.
I hope I can survive till that long.
:/
This question is for you.
You will know that it is for you.
If I were to have been checked by a doctor,
and the doctor came to me and said,
" We are confirmed that you have Type 2 diabeties. "
How will you feel?
Will you even know?
And if I was to be hospitalised,
will you ever come to see me?
Even when I am at my deathbed?
I told myself it has to go,
I think it did,
only that it comes back once in a while.
Can't blame it.
Today ain't a happy day.
Today ain't a sad day.
I need to see SP <3.
For once,
there is only one person I want to see.
, 9:17 PM
I am not too sure,
what am I thinking.
Why tell me happy news on your opposite sex?
Why must say until so loud,
like for the whole world to hear?
I am not jealous,
or what,
just don't see the need.
I don't see why,
there is a need to crowd around when you see the oppostie sex.
I mean,
sometimes I do,
but I don't do it so obvious,
or purposely for some cases.
I am not interested in those shit.
Seriously.
Maybe cos' they are just immature guys.
If this guy comes talk to you randomly,
don't need to shout/tell me,
cos I know this guy.
I think its crazyyyyy,
but I love my SP like none other.
Geeeez,
the situation is getting out of control,
I do not know how to handle.
I love my geee-fs,
be jealous.
And Sherlyn,
no way will I ever be angry with you.
Don't ask why.
I will just never ever be hostile towads you,
not cos' you rock.
Just don't ask why.
:/
, 12:45 AM
Yes,
that is Randall Tan !
HAHAH hotttttt.
And he donated into my can todayyyy.
ONLY MY CAN !
CIP todayyyyy.
It is so incrediblyyyy fun !
Flag day for the Down Syndrome Association.
Heh heh.
And I met Randall Tan.
Don't know who he is?
Google him out then.
He is hot.
HAHAHA.
:D
And he signed my stress ball and the pamphlet.
Teeheee.
AND HE TOOK A PEEEKTURE WITH ME!
Yays.
I am very happy.
And Low Class saw Edmund Chen.
LOLS!
And HUILI was so darn happy :)
I SAW A BLACK LAMBORHGHINI TODAY!
In the future,
I am so gonna buy one too.
Today's one looked so like Batman Mobile.
Hehhhhhh.
Heeeeeeeeeee.
Daddy was so supportive of meeeee.
Donate so muchhhh!
LOL.
Met many different kinds of Singaporeans, Caucassians and tourists.
I still think there is warmth in the society.
Had dinner at that same Teochew restaurant.
Full and I ate fried mantou,
which led me to think of FIONATAN!
OOPS :/
Just bathed.
And I am still not tired.
I almost could see _____ todayyyyy.
AHHHHH STUPID HUILI,
go rush to see her stupid Chen Zhi Cai.
Hmphhhhh :(
I need you to make me happy.
Singapore Poly <3
:D
I am happy today,
thank you.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
, 10:42 PM
Efffff shit.
Last month my messages was around 1000 plus,
she scold.
I got nothing to say.
Now,
I decreased to 705 sms-es.
She still kick up a fuss.
At least,
I freakin' did make an effort to decrease my usage of sms-es okay.
And plus it is the July month,
my birthdayyyyy month.
I have so many things to reply that month.
Like efftard will know that I will overshot the free 500 sms-es.
You are an adult,
you have little friends,
you got no one to talk to.
That's why you use so little of your calls and sms-es.
I'm so sorry I used so much,
cos I have so many friends,
gee-fs,
darlings,
boy-friends,
chatty friends
and stalkers.
And Sherlyn,
start trying to call me.
I won't miss call it.
Grrrrr,
I always hate it when the phone bill comes.
Its always the start of the war.
Eff I was having a really happy mood till she came back.
Tskkk,
she should stay out longerrr.
Like longerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :/
I feel mean to say that,
but she always changes my mood so easily,
and I mean changing it to bad mood.
Effff.
Bad mood.
:(
I don't like bad mood.
Friday, August 15, 2008
, 11:48 PM
/ I was born to tell you I love you.
Today is a good day.
I watched 12 Lotus and I cried in the beginning lah.
Like what the shit.
That girl is so like me last time.
Grrrrr,
only I'm worse.
Shitaazzx.
And the whole time,
I was msging goodfriend.
I still think Money Not Enough is much more better than 12 Lotus.
I don't mind watching Qian Bu Gou Yong many many times.
(and I've watched 3 times, so I'm waiting for my fourth.)
I will cry and cry and cry,
and not to mention,
Ahma hovering on top.
LOLS!
Don't ask about this part :/
I bought my cds todayyyy.
Jam Hsiao!
Derrick!
Daren!
Fated To Love You OST!
Hahaha,
and the worse thing is that my comp's disc drive don't work.
Grrrr.
Angry angry mad mad.
There is no Ghost Whisperer today.
Sad to the maxxxx.
:/
Cheong came to school today.
Then, she went to canteen and talk talk with TSK.
And the next moment,
she was heading home.
Grrrr.
She promised to gossip with me during lessons :/
Blahhh.
Heh heh.
My english compre sucks!
Geeez,
I am forever in single digit gang.
Tskkkk.
Biology test today was okayyyy.
I can do it,
and I fell asleep.
Grrr,
not enough timeeee!
And I didn't see the last question until like the last minute.
Gahhhhhhh :(
Boron slept.
Hahaha.
And I told Boron today,
if I had a million dollars,
I will give her an A1.
Shiatzzszzz.
I am so into Getai now.
Pffft.
There is CIP tomorrow at 1pm at Centrepoint.
Flag day.
Grrrrr.
I will need Starbucks, MacDonalds and Coffee Bean tomorrow man.
Heeeeeeee.
Meeting up with Low-Class and Joan at Yew Tee mrt.
I hope the Samsung teevee guy will come early to fix my teevee,
so Daddy can fetch us there in time.
I am hopeful.
:)
I want to sing 12 Lotus to Guanyin Niang Niang.
Hehhhhh.
Yeah yeah,
so true mannnxxzzz.
Gosh,
12 Lotus reminds me of my brother, my Kuanyin Ma.
To Boron:
One person one half.
Huili has sore throat infection and everyday she drinks my water and I drink it too.
I hope I won't get affected,
cos if I do,
I will just kill her and her beloved.
Those damned hamsters.
:/
Long time no see.
How have you been ?
Been ages,
glad to see you again.
Welcome to Singapore.
You are impossible to find.
<3
:D
I love today.
, 9:56 PM
Today is uhm, considerably bad?
All that chemistry shit is making me tired.
So tired,
I can't do anything.
I am very inclined to skipping lessons and giving myself free periods.
And to see candyyy.
Mok and I kept sms-ingggg todayyy.
Grrrr and she should not have centre-partingggg.
So guy lahhh :/
My hair is getting way too long to style,
I have to cut it short soon.
Retest for my class,
except for two people.
Shiattxxzz,
got to study hard.
And I need Gim's help for chemistry again.
Baby sms-ed me today.
___ said ___ oral sucks like hell.
Ahhhh,
oh wells.
At least Sq has confidence in himself.
Hanwen gave me the bun toy from Action City.
Thanks eva :)
Shijie makes herself sound so olddddd.
I am so worried for her,
I am just worried about the part on her meeting the Principal.
Pfffft.
I don't like these few weeks.
And I know she likes the initials, SP.
Singapore Polyyy !
Talked to her today.
Said my piece.
Explained everything.
I don't care whether she is appeased or not.
I apologised.
At least I did.
But it ain't my fault really.
But still,
I said sorry.
If you want to go to school everyday,
with that long black face of yours,
so be it.
Just cheer up.
We want it quits, anyways.
:)
Its fine if you don't want to return.
Seriously.
Library was darn funnn today.
We were discussing on a story titled, 'Song Tang'.
In really simple English,
sending soup.
So I bought all of my Chinese kids soup noodles.
And the English group people were so jealous,
they kept ka-jiao-inggg us.
Grrrr,
especially Wenting and Huimin.
HAHA,
and their angmoh teacher saw us eating noodles.
Heeeee.
What is worse is that Mrs Doris Tan came into the Chinese room,
and was screaminggg,
" WHO SAY CAN EAT IN THE LIBRARY HUH?! "
Then,
when Huimin said,
" Tingyuan bought for the Chinese group to eat. "
I was like ,
oh 'cos I want to relate it to my topic todayyy.
She was like,
oh okay. HAHAHA.
LOLS!
Cookies next week, girls :)
Oh and a Sakae Sushi lunch with my juniors on 23rd August.
Heh heh.
Sherlyn was acting ah-lian-ish todayyyy man.
HAHAH too bad,
she can't fight.
Her face is scary when she look at 'her' though.
Hmm guessed she is just too stressed up.
Yadayadayadayada.
Mrs Lim ain't preggers huh?
Stomach so bigggg.
Ass.
I am happy for her, but,
if she is preggers,
then no one will teach us next year when she go deliver.
Shiatxxzz.
I saw HOT todayyyy.
Happy happy joy joy.
Oh and I should go late to assembly in the morning,
then I can see candyy.
HAHAH new-found fact.
I will see the stars with you.
I will spend the night with you.
I will hold you tightly, closely,
I will not let you go.
My hard candy <3
:D
Thursday, August 14, 2008
, 9:02 PM
Mr Searle used this song's MV to teach us Elit.
So cool.
I love A Midsummer Night's Dream <3
Lovely.
Forever Lyrics
Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I dont really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just dont really care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you (yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Ive seen it all Ive got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like me just dont care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
Thats what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
cuz tonight I just dont even care
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Lets pretend your mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and youll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Secret pen-pal.
Secret password.
Singapore Passport.
Stupid pig.
Sickening pimple.
Sweetie Pie.
Sizzling pan.
Someone's pencil.
Stalking prey.
Susan's puppy.
I love my SPs,
cannot ah!
:D
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
, 10:49 PM
i told myself to be strong
Try to find Sherlyn.
Heh heh.
Hello FIONAAAAAAAAAAAA!
:D
My cute cute Olympic boy !
AHHHHHH!
Today ain't great.
A bad bad bad effing dayyyyy.
Had thought that no morning jog for our class was great.
Knowing the real reason sucks.
It all boiled down to the chemistry shit again.
Our class were questioned and yeah,
I am starting to lose faith in teachers.
In teachers who only see one side and only trust their instincts.
People do change,
some for the better,
some for the worst.
Why can't you see that your FAVOURITE student has changed alot?
Why do you condemn my friend of cheating when she didn't?
Why do you think that all of us are really involved when we all did study?
I know there are some really exceptional cases,
but not everyone right?
To clarify for myself first,
I slept for the paper,
no big deal.
Anyway,
this chem shit is making everyone tired.
Now,
I don't know what to do.
If I get a zero,
I know I will die.
I will take the retest and prove to you all right.
(That is if I don't fall asleep againnnnnn :/ )
I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Okay,
I am very effing pissed with TSK'S FAVOURTIE student.
That is why I am so gonna blog a long post for her today.
Be honoured girl,
not everyone has this chance.
Firstly,
you are such an ass.
When you say one,
you mean many many.
Then,
you are gross.
I don't wanna write all that gross stuff you did on my blog,
cos it will just freaking pollute my blog,
seriouslyyy.
Boron and I decided to call you the KFC WOMAN.
I know it is really insulting to KFC,
but no choice,
it all linked to KFC.
Tskkkkk.
Don't you effing say you didn't cheat,
when we all know you did.
I know you have no courage to admit your mistake.
Cos you are such a coward.
You need to be prompted to stand up and hello,
YOU WERE DYING TO KNOW THE ANSWERS.
Come on,
get a life.
If you are in the wrong,
just admit.
We are all in the deep shit,
if you admit willingly and courageously,
you still have my that bit of respect.
I don't know what is wrong with you.
I know you are clever, you are smart, you are a genius or whatsoever.
And yeah,
you are cleverer than me.
But puhh-lease,
because you are clever does not mean you didn't cheat.
I think I know you copied all your chemistry homework from someone.
I know I do copy homework too,
everyone does,
but I think I won you for Chemistry once, at least,
yeah.
I am smart too okay.
This is a time for you to reflect and think.
Think deeply and reflect about everythinggggggg you said and you did.
Your actions kinda make me puke.
Don't ask people why now you have no friends and why no one wants to talk to you.
You know it,
seriously.
You can gain friends back,
through your actions.
Positive actions.
I must say I am hopeful that the school will not mete out really servere punishments on my class.
I am with my class,
no matter what.
I can't believe our class bond through shits.
Like this chem shit,
but at least we bonded.
Be happy.
And whatever we did,
was class spirit and out of good intentions.
We are sorry.
Bought Football Weekly.
All Arsenal and Newcastle and Liverpool stuff in there.
And there was a picture of Torres in there!
( Not to mention Michael Owen's picture! )
Sherlyn,
I will cut it out for you,
just don't take my whole magazine,
I will cryyyy !
DWARF had her piano exam and she said she screwed it up.
Awwwww,
and she missed her PINK Wednesdayyy :(
Saw SP many times today.
And I am happy.
Very happy.
AND I SAW HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT.
Heeeeeee.
Happy happy joy joy.
Credits: Joan Cher Cailin
And I lost my bestfriend, my hair straightener.
I couldn't find it anywhere.
And I was darn pissed and sad.
Veryyyy saddddd actuallyyyy.
:(
Almost cried my heart out.
My mum is so gonna kill me.
And dig my heart out.
Sherlyn the Asshole is desperate to see this post.
And she screwed up her Physics SPA.
HAHAHAH,
okay I shall not be mean.
:)
cheer up.
And SQ had his O level English oral exams just now in the afternoon.
From cutting hair to CCTV.
No link.
LOLS!
I don't know what is love till you told me,
I love you.
:D
, 8:21 PM
My friend's cousin is selling really wonderful and awesome clothes.
Visit www.lalaland-shopping.blogspot.com
THANK YOU!
Hahaha and I saw this Pre-order Slogan Tee.
The slogans are super cool.
Like, for example,
1. Better than your ex and better than your next
2. Two boyfriends are better than one
3. Mind your own business and stop reading my t-shirt
4. I am single, just don't tell my boyfriends
5. Friends don't let friends talk to ugly boys
6. Don't stand beside me, I am not your Dear
Geeez,
I told Huili I will blog about someone todayyyyy.
GOSH,
you are a freakin' dirty,
unhygienic,
gross,
retarded,
selfish,
irresponisble
ASSHOLE.
You fretard.
Don't hide from the situation once you are in it,
and apparently,
you ain't the only one in it,
we all are.
So you better stop being selfish and think that you are not in any wrong mannxxzsz.
Pretty pleaseeee grow up !
Oh and Sherlyn fainted today.
I thought she was slapping some fly in the air.
Then she swayed to Moo Moo then to me,
and I swear she was very heavy.
Note to myself: Eat more for breakfast and don't study too much for Maths!
Heh Heh :D
HAHAHAH.
I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THE LIBRARY GLASS DOOR PART :/
It was raining so heavily that the wind pushed open the Library glass door by itself.
And we all felt the gust of cold wind.
Like I believe it is just the wind.
Then,
Puisan freaked out and I was like, " It's just my Ahma. "
Later on, this Sec One came up to the counter to borrow books.
I swear the glass door wasn't open and I could feel the gust of cold wind blowing at my hand.
And it is not the aircon toooo.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.
Maybe it is just my Ahma.
I will just believe it is my Ahma,
not that scary shit I saw in Sec One.
Pffft :(
AND AND
I LOVE MY SPECIAL PACKAGE!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
, 9:27 PM
Well well,
I pretty like today.
Today is a nice nice day.
First thing in the morning,
I get to see my bestfriend,
my hair straightener.
Then,
I tidied up my table and found many of my pens and highlighters and markers,
and even Lee Shi's calculator.
My sister came to meet me after a long 5 months.
Shiatxxzzz,
but I don't like to see her though.
:/
Had fun during Social Studies.
Mr Tan didn't catch me smoking on my Bobdog cigarette.
Heeee.
But he caught me not paying attention,
and I crapped through it.
Heee.
During recess,
the kind kind Mrs Yeo returned me my handphone and I saw many missed calls and messages.
Heeee.
I missed my darling handphone lahhhh :(
And Sherlyn called me
' Dai Ji '
cos supposedly Simin is Si Mi and I am Dai Ji.
* Si Mi Dai Ji *
Tskkkkk.
Sherlyn just don't have creativity, I know.
Exco was fun today.
Very fun,
when Khong doesn't allow me to go out to buy stuff with Jasmine and Van Chong.
Tsk.
She asked me some stuff.
Hahaha,
and she asked me to edit English book reviews and call up Popular bookstores.
Woahhhhh.
AND I TOLD HER ABOUT WHAT I SAW IN SEC ONE!
Mrs Khong freaked out.
Seriously freaked out.
And then she kept sayingggg :
" No no no such thing, don't say it anymore.
No such thing. Don't scare me! "
HAHAHAH.
Ghosts are lovely okayyyyy.
Okay maybe not the white one in the Library.
Heh heh.
Hey you.
Don't so kpo.
Hhahah and don't try to guess 'cos you suck at guessing.
Hahaha dumb ass.
:/
Sherlyn the asshole just told me something retarded.
I don't know if I should believe her.
'Cos somehow there is certain truth in it.
Heeee.
Oh and Sherlyn was like such a pig today.
She kept eating my big bag of chips!
PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :)
I like my ' yan tang guo '.
Eye candy.
My eye candy is so sweet,
she gives me diabeties.
Okay,
I know I am lame.
And I say,
You eyes are the brightest of all the colours.
:D
I love today very much.
, 8:41 PM
Now its Hungry Ghost period.
So cool.
So,
I am going to compile ghost stories like on my blog nowww.
Ohkay.
So people,
have you ever heard of marble-like sounds on the ceiling even though no one is up there or there are no kids up there and whatsoever.
My uncles and cousin's friend all specialise in construction,
and they told me they put marbles at every gap of the HDB flat.
Meaning if you stay in a HDB flat,
below your floor and on your ceiling,
there are marbles being put there.
For what reason, you might be thinking.
For little ghosts to play with.
And why am I typing this now,
cos' currently I am hearing it now,
which has been a continuous 10 minutes.
I like ghosts.
They are harmless.
I haven't heard of stories like my Grandma came back.
I hope she does.
Like now or something,
'cos I am missing her too much.
Oh,
during lunch today,
my Mummy was telling me that my Grandma's house was once haunted by a 'botak' ghost.
This ghost keeps on blowing at my Aunt's face when she sleeps,
thennnnn,
she fell sick till she was only 38kg.
And the ghost only appears if the light is switched off.
So stupid righttt?
HAHAH
LOL.
Apparently,
everyone in the family knows about it except for my family.
My Mum is so goondoo.
My Dad told me never to go to my Didi's house ever again.
Its near Rosyth.
And he actually lives near a cemetry.
I am so proud of my brother.
Apparently,
My dad's friend stayed there and died there.
He lives opposite the Japanese War Cemetry,
yeah I think.
And his friend said :
" Every night, I see Japanese soldiers and people in and out of my house downstairs."
And that was the start of his nightmare.
He became very ill,
so ill,
he finally died.
And my dad said,
he didn't go in peace.
I don't know why.
I feel sad for him.
Anyways,
talking about school.
There are pretty many haunted spots and stories too.
I mean,
which school don't.
Apparently,
our school has the most.
Like , for example,
the clock tower,
the Grandfather clock in the chapel,
the Ballerina picture that was once in the dance studio,
the Drama studio and its toilet,
the toilet hidden behind in the canteen,
and more.
I especially like the Grandfather clock one.
Very cool,
and true,
and its happening soon.
Oh and i remembered.
St John's night duty.
I was in Tomoe's group and I was sick that night, but I still went for duty.
I don't think Tomoe know that Library level is not needed for duty,
so we just walked there.
Suddenly,
we stopped in front of the Library and glanced in.
It.was.very.creepy.
( And to think that I am in the Library CCA now .)
There were green lights appearing and very bright white light too.
I mean,
now when Kuanfei closes the Library,
no light is switch on.
And our school don't really wanna waste money on lightings,
esp in a Library with no one.
And I swear,
I saw white stuff in there.
The green lights and white light was enough,
and I had to see something in white dress,
and somehow, above the Library floor.
I only could recall,
our whole group ran down the stairs near the library toilet.
Hahaha.
Those days were fun.
I can't wait to watch Hungry Ghost Month that movie.
Its a local production though.
HAHA.
Uhmm, and they had a warning saying,
there are true graphics and something like that,
so that's why I am so interested.
I can't wait.
And I like the altar I made for my Grandma.
With my Winnie the Pooh as her Guardian Angel.
I know I am stupid.
Laugh all you want.
:D
I miss you Ahma.
Oh and did I tell you all,
my Grandma came back on her Seventh day as a snake and Dumpling Festival?
She told my Aunt in my aunt's dream that she wants her dumpling and the next day,
we saw her at her altar eating it.
Woahhhh :)
That is why I love my Grandma so muchhhhhhhhhhhh !
Monday, August 11, 2008
, 2:38 PM
I feel like blogging today,
so don't mind me having many many posts today.
:)
AWWWWW,
I need someone to remind me that I have many Cds and DVDs to purchase.
I shall write down my list and tell Daddy to go to my blog and see.
Cos I am just too lazy to write it down.
1. Viva La Vida by Coldplay
2. Jam Hsiao
3. Derrick !
4. Secondhand Serenade
5. Daren Tan!
6. Fated to love you DVD
7. Koizora DVD !
8. Nan Quan Ma Ma
9. Honey Clover DVD
10. Freedom Writer DVD
11. Hotel Rwanda DVD
Grrrrrrr.
Pffft.
I need more money.
MONEY MONEY MONEY.
I am so loving Meryl Streep.
People,
you should catch Mamma Mia by her.
;D
, 1:00 PM
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
u better not retain
/ You had me at hello , ♥ says:
Tsk i try.
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
or i'll like. .
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
ITS RESERVES FOR MANU
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
MEANING IT IS BAD
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
COS RESERVE TEAM STILL CAN WIN
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
STUPID
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
OMG he does not look like a baby
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
so gross
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
i'm damn tired
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
should i go sleep ?
/ You had me at hello , ♥ says:
ARE YOU A PIG?
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
NO
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
I'M JUST TIRED
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
I SLEPT LATE
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
AND APPARENTLY WAKE UP EARLIER THAN U
OWEN: I'VE GOT THE RHYTHM i want a magazine with lots of michael's pics says:
SINCE U DIDN'T SEE TAOLI SWIM
/ You had me at hello , ♥ says:
hurrr
/ You had me at hello , ♥ says:
thats cos i was doing other stuff
/ You had me at hello , ♥ says:
like running.
Sherlyn,
asshole wello.
Meanie, plus EGO PIG.
I can't stop laughing,
you Bottom !
;D
, 12:47 PM
You complete me.
You had me at hello.
Watched Hitch on Channel 5 ytd.
And I got these lines from the teevee programme in the show.
Heh heh.
Yesterday was so not great.
Tuition after tuition.
And I'm starting to feel the stress,
especially my most hated Maths.
I promised Daddy I won't retain.
And I hope I don't.
I am now currently addicted to the song 北京欢迎你.
Heeee.
With over 100 singers singing it.
So cool.
There is like Jolin, JJ, A-do, Stefanie Sun, Jackie Chan, 5566!, Jang Nara, Jaycee Chan, Chiling Lin, Gigi and moreeeee.
Woke up late this morning.
Missed swimming.
I so wanna watch Tao Li swim.
And my mum is not encouraging me to swim,
cos she don't like huge arms.
Apparently,
I thought that was our family's trait.
LOLS!
I am mugging for Biology test now,
even though Maths test is tomorrow.
Tsk, I don't know what am I thinking.
Tomorrow,
there is school.
And cca.
I can't wait to bully wisenut27@hotmail.com .
Sherlyn the Asshole,
was super high yesterday,
till now.
Which apparently is annoying.
And now she has turned into a SUPER EGO PIG,
and I can't be bothered with her thinking that I miss her.
Tskkkk :/
And Man U won.
LIKE WTH.
But it is reserves.
I laugh!
And my Daddy said : ' HAHA Wayne Rooney look like a baby ! '
Shiatxxzz,
just like what Angel said.
Hey,
Sis-in-law.
This part of the post is for you.
Uhm about PINK's blog,
that person is really really REALLY NOT YOU.
I swear,
not you.
Definitely not you.
So don't worry okay, dear?
Anddddd about National Day celebration that day,
I was the culprit for your bag.
So sorry.
I accidentally pushed it to the ground.
So sorry!
Its not PINK ehhhs.
Wo hen dui bu qi worhhssxxxz.
Sis-in-Law,
not that I wanna crap or what,
find the friends which you really can trust.
Find those who are true and direct and straightforward towards you.
I am not hinting anything,
but yeah.
About PINK,
maybe things will be settled soon.
Shiatxxzz.
I hate freindship stuff.
I love DWARF for this.
We never ever quarrel,
maybe 'cos the both of us are retards from the Universe.
Grrrr.
Watched Money Not Enough with DWARF .
And I cried again.
Whatever lahhh.
I can't wait to watch Journey to the Centre of the Earth and The Mummy and Hungry Ghosts.
But Hungry Ghosts movie can't be found in AMK.
Pfffft!
Madddddd.
I miss watching Rachel acting with Brendan Fraser.
:(
I need more Jagabee.
There is no more stock at home alreadyyyy :/
And I know,
Spain rocks.
I am still contemplating whether I should buy the Germany Euro 08 poster from AMK Hub.
It costs only 8 bucks, but still.
Hmmm and I can't wait for my Spain and Germany jersey.
Spain with Torres's name!
AND AND AND,
Germany with Lahm's name!
YAYS :D
Today is a happy day.
There is Biology tuition laterrrrr.
Stay happy, baby.
, 12:15 PM
Just came back home.
Went out with Draven and Jeanie to Marina Square to see the ND fireworks.
Spectacular.
Great.
Awesome.
And most importantly,
romantic.
Draven kissed Jeanie ehhhs.
Grrr, but he didn't propose.
LIKE WTH !
I can't wait for his pool table in his house lahhh :/
Baby went to see the fireworks with ___ family.
Awww,
couldn't get to see ____.
Tskkkk.
They were at Esplanade lahhhhh.
Hmph!
Anyways,
we went to bowl and Draven won us all for 2 games.
Tsk,
and my hand is hurting alot now.
I need my hand guard!
Thought I might get to see Sis-in-law somewhere with my DiDi.
Apparently, not.
Ahhh oh wells.
OHOH,
THIS IS FOR HUILI!
I went to KUSHIN-BO TODAYYYYYY!
And I was munching on many crabs and banana eclairs.
HAHAHA.
We will go there one day, again.
With Chrissy, Milkmaid, Dwarf and Sis-in-law.
LOLS!
I can't wait to see Chrissy in school :D
I need a new digital camera , like soon.
Or I will just die.
:/
I need your loving hands to hold me tight.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
, 12:08 AM
Munching on Jagabee now.
It is National Day today.
But it ain't feel like it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPOREEEEEEEE :)
Hahaha,
anyways,
I am in a dilemma now.
Mummy say she wanna bring me out,
but she refuses to tell me where.
But I wanna watch ND Parade.
TSKK :/
Chrissy came back ytd,
and was rushing to tell me good news,
which I only know till now.
Like wth?
Tsk,
but I'm happy alright :)
Yesterday's National Day celebration was like shyt.
It was hot and retarded.
And I saw the bad bad bad side of Singaporean drivers.
Tskkkkkkkk :/
I am so going to miss HSM Ice Tour.
Oh wells :(
Mrs Goh said she will give us reply on Tuesday about the chem shyt.
I will pray for good reply.
:D
And I'm hopeful.
I am angry.
My plan was gonna work till you did something.
Shiatttxxzzz.
Have to re-start all over again.
Whatever,
I am not jealous.
I know what I am doing.
And Daddy is getting naggy.
I don't like it.
Olympics' fireworks are cool.
So spectacular.
Heeee.
Montenegro guys are hot.
And so are Australian girls,
but JJ said no.
Ahhh, whatever.
I am prepared for everything,
so bring it on.
I won't retain.
I promise.
:D
Saturday, August 9, 2008
, 2:31 PM
It is a bad week, I swear.
There is Sports trip, so no Chrissy to fight with.
Then,
handphone got confiscated.
Then,
we broke windows and we have to pay.
Like wth.
Then,
now,
the chemistry test.
Ain't a really good week.
Chem test to retake again.
Week 9.
Ahhhhhh!
Ning Jin was counting to me,9 tests in Week 9.
Woah,
how great.
I'd just flunk it all and retain.
You better not let me catch you cheat for any test,
not even spelling.
I so will be watching you every minute every second.
Just shut up your mouth,
and don't freakin' think you are so righteous.
You break rules too.
And I know you wanna protect your friends,
but puhhh-leasseeee,
DON'T ANYHOW ACCUSE PEOPLE OKAY.
Like wth,
to protect your friend(s),
you push all the blame to us.
Ain't a very righteous thing to do yeah?
Tsk,
have proof,
have evidence,
before you point your finger to anyone.
If its a war, you want.
Its a war you will have.
I want to win you,
but I have friends to protect too,
like you.
So maybe if you have a soul,
stop all the nonsensical shit,
and let the matter rest.
And take the re-test.
Of course,
there will be people who don't want to,
as in a way it is unfair,
to those really innocent ones.
But what if worse comes to worse,
teachers say it is a must.
What can you do?
Tell me,
if you have a solution.
I want you as a friend,
not an enemy.
And those who signed the petition,
are all of your conscience clear?
And I don't refer to only this test.
I mean all tests.
Is the petition a need?
I hope good things will happen next week.
Like a smile from you will do?
Grrrrrrrr.
I don't like today.
Too draining.
Very exhausted.
:/
But I enjoyed Library very much today.
Thanks juniors.
Love you all oh-so-much!
I love josie's hugs.
:D
Thursday, August 7, 2008
, 11:24 PM
Gave Chrissy her food pack and Sudoku in the morning.
I am so gonna miss her, alot.
And why do I have a freakin' feeling that she will be hurt :/
Grrr,
I am thinking too much.
I am changing,
for the better.
I am pursuing my happiness,
in a rather indirect way,
I think.
Sometimes,
looking at sunsets without you is lonely,
but I can take it.
Sometimes,
looking at your pictures make me wanna cry,
but I can stop the tears.
Sometimes,
going to that place makes me want to go look you up,
but I bear with it and move on.
If there was a time machine,
I'd go back to the past and make everything right.
I will give you your happiness back,
and mine too.
I will not screw up,
I will not fail.
For you, I won't.
Thanks for all the really wonderful memories.
Cos' there ain't anything like that.
LOW-CLASS didn't come to school today,
and I am sad.
Worried for her too.
Hang on there, my friend.
We will pray for a better tomorrow.
Wisenut27@hotmail.com send me a review about the Chinese group in Library.
I am happy,
and thank you juniors !
About the window-breaking incident yesterday,
Gwong didn't come to talk to us,
luckily.
HAHAH and TSK treated it so lightly like a joke,
and we are supposed to think of our own punishment,
like cleaning the board for the whole week.
Hmm hmm,
I can't think of any now.
My mind is too crammed with other useless stuff.
I am sorry,
if I treated you as a replacement.
Cos the truth is too hard for me to handle,
at least for now.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
, 10:09 PM
A confession to make.
A curse to break.
No, not you.
Really not you anymore.
Yes, not you anymore.
I don't wanna lie to you.
And I won't.
Life has been confusing.
Really tired after it all.
Not sure which path to take, which way to pursue.
If it wasn't you,
I wouldn't know what is happiness in school.
If it wasn't you.
I wouldn't have any motivation at all.
Thank you all and all.
So sorry for everything.
Move on, carry on.
I like special packages.
When they come in all sorts of sizes, shapes, colours and presents!
Special packages rock my day !
Heeee.
I am worried for Hot.
Is she sick?
Grrr.
Pffffft :/
Today is a realy very extremely BAD day.
Ah Yeo went to confiscate my phone when I was sms-ing Adorable.
Then,
I received depressing news from Xy.
Then,
chem test was like shytttt.
Then,
she made me sad.
Then,
tomorrow I can't see Chrissy.
Then,
WORSE THINGS HAPPENED IN THE AFTERNOON :(
Today is a happy effing day.
Just like yesterday.
I have myself to blame.
Tsk shouldn't have gone back class to retrieve my scandalous stuff and homework.
I am the mastermind,
but I love the adrenaline.
Sorry SASHA BEAR :/
I am so sorry.
Lucky you ain't injured.
Hmph!
SASHA BEAR broke window panes while climbing into the classroom.
It should have been me.
I hate my injured hand.
Grrr.
Then we ran when some uncles and an Indian security guard saw us.
I don't know what tomorrow has in stored for us.
Doomed to die.
Gerainyyyy knows and it ain't cool.
Hmmmmmm,
I so want my handphone back now!
Other people use their phone so guang ming zhen da, she never catch.
I use so discreetly, she come catch!
WTF LAH.
Unfair world.
Used to it and,
Lived with it since 15 years and 7 months ago.
Wisenut27@hotmail.com was so helpful just now.
I love juniors :D
And that was not sarcastic okayyyyyyy !
If I were to lie to you again,
will my nose become long like Pinocchio?
D:
I am staying neutral.
And hello to my silly boy :D
Tsk,
and Baby says IMY to me !
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
, 10:32 PM
Today is a happy effing day.
I went around and eff here eff there.
LOL.
And I was really happy.
Grrrr.
Injured my hand,
and I am so gonna bash Dwarf up once it is healed.
Asshole.
Cost me 40 bucks.
Don't think the whole world is talking about you.
Don't think I am referring to you.
Cos I am so not.
Don't try to steal the limelight,
cos the person I am talking about is SO NOT YOU.
Arghhh.
Went studying wiht Pink,Dwarf and Sis-in-Law.
Pffft 67 bucks for lunch.
AND I BOUGHT MY EURO 08 STICKERS.
AND I GOT MY MICHEAL BALLACK !
Low-class is my soulmate and I love her to bits.
Cheer up my dear.
'Sally' so ain't worth the time and effort.
Oh gosh.
I feel mean :/
Ahhhh wells.
I tried out my recordings during Maths lesson.
And luckily,
Mrs Yeo didn't notice cos she was tooooo busyyy chasing us out of the toilets.
I keep hearing Miss Tan saying ' Hello girls' in my recording.
Freakyyyy.
And I think,
Amar is scarier than me.
Oops, no offence !
I sure won't take my blood and write HELLO cos I have my pretty markers :D
And wth,
she told me once that there was a rumour spreading around that I cut my thighs.
Like wthhhhh !
My thighs are so juicy, I love them like hell :)
Heeee.
I haven't got my F1 jacket yet and I'm sad.
And I can't wait for Ms Jacob to tell me that my Ahma is behind me!
Shiatttxxxzzz.
Tomorrow is chem test.
Oh wells.
End of school then test.
Hmmm,
shall ask Dwarf what came out.
May God and MY DEAREST AHMA, bless me.
May I pass my chem test,
and its darn crucial to pass.
YAY.
Today is happiness.
Cos I get to chat chat gossip gossip with my LOW-CLASS.
Cos I get to eat my Salty Chicken which cost like 5 bucks.
Cos I get my EURO 08 stickers.
Cos I know QA much more better than the stewpit Mole Concept.
Cos I managed to lug all the National Day deco stuff to class all by MYSELF.
Cos I get to watch Hotel Rwanda ( even though the comp sucks and died at the end!)
Cos cos,
I injured my hand and Mummy says I don't need to do lots of stuff.
Today is sadness.
Cos history is gonna repeat itself.
Cos Lee Shi kept laughing at me and my funny acts.
LOLS!
She actually says I am funny.
How weird.
I am now mugging,
I think.
And I need lots of help for the stupid Mole Concept.
Sherlyn wants me to teach her,
like nuts I know how to teach her.
Christy is going for Sports Trip soon.
What's so fun about it lahhh :/
She will return on Friday.
Hopefully we will be on time for HSM Ice Tour.
Heeee,
I will miss you Dino-asssssss !
Today is great.
And baby smsed me todayyyyy!
To apologise.
I love my gameplan for baby :D
I love you, till the end.
Monday, August 4, 2008
, 8:49 PM
The course of true love never did run smooth.
I am no longer feeling any good.
I am sorry friends, if I am no longer who I am.
If I no longer act like I am happy.
If I show my black face out like every minute.
I am sorry.
My world is changing, and I don't like that.
I don't know why,
I am no longer confident of myself.
I have my goals but I ain't motivated to push on,
even though I freakin' have a motivation to work for.
:/
Maybe my motivation isn't working well anymore.
Maybe it is time for me to find my new motivation.
But,
I don't like change.
I can't embrace change.
I am so sorry.
I tried to make myself clear.
But nothing is cleared.
I got myself into this mess,
my bad.
I got you too into this bloody mess,
I am so sorry.
I am sorry I turned your world upside down.
I am sorry your life has changed.
I am so sorry.
All I just want is a Yes.
Please,
don't say No.
However,
ultimately,
I know what the answer is and I don't feel good about that.
I feel like a bastard.
I didn't only tore my whole world apart,
I ruined yours too.
If there could be any chance,
message me.
If there is any hope,
talk to me.
If there is that ray of hope and love,
the bands will find a way to be there.
I love you,
and I will let you be happy.
I think,
to do that,
I have to let you go.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
, 3:58 PM
Not really happy today.
Mood swings.
And I have to go to the gynae soon.
And and and,
my mum is in love with Clear Blue.
Like wth?
Sucker :/
Been constantly wanting to puke.
That is why my Mama loves Clear Blue right nowwwww.
Chrissy,
cheer up.
I know its hard,
but you can do it.
I am getting my kimono shirt soon,
but I ain't excited.
I hate some lessons today.
And I still don't get Maths.
And,
that is a very very bad thinggggg D:
Went to play Isketch.
Grrrr its so boringgggg.
And there is Scrabble Competiton tomorrow in the morning till late noon.
And I didn't even practise.
I shall just lose.
Daddy has been giving me pressure on Maths.
And I don't think that is helpinggg.
Makes me want to drop A Maths moreeeee.
Tskkkkkk,
I went to watch Dark Knight today.
And it so funny.
And I love the joker.
And I am starting to take a fancy to knives.
I don't know why.
I believe in Harvey Dent.
Heh heh, how funny.
Saw her a few days today.
Ain't good.
Must see moreeeee :/
I don't wanna keep making it obvious,
but its tough for me to be unable to see you.
I can't handle that kind of challenge.
Might as well just die.
Hmph!
Okay, maybe not die.
:/
Grrrr, whatever.
I cannot wait to hear stories that my Grandma came back for Hungry Ghost Festival.
Heeee.
May God Bless Every Grandmother, whether they are alive or not.
All of you out there,
if you see my girl,
tell her that I miss her smile,
and tell her that,
I love her.
:D
Friday, August 1, 2008
, 9:40 PM
