/ one night with you , no one else but us two
<33
you say true love , its suicide.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
, 9:01 PM
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
And love is perfect for me and you.
Its funny, how people say that we shouldn’t fall in love, because we don’t understand what love means.
Well, do they think they really know?
From the corner of my eye, I see you hang out with your friends, I watch you laugh and joke around about the silliest things and how I wish I could be right there with you.
How I envy her, she’s able to play with your hair, and sit right next to you, and shout, “Wait for me!”
Even the simplest things that people do everyday, I’m unable to even do so.
What do people wish for on their birthdays?
They wish for the latest gadgets, they wish for toys.
These things money can buy.
My birthday wish, is different, I wished for you to say happy birthday to me.
I wished that you could offer me a flower or two.
Oh how I wish!
That isn’t hard to many, and it may not mean a thing to you.
But to me, it means the world.
Even when you look at my direction, my heart starts to beat fast.
I don’t know why it is happening, but that’s what people say it is.
This was called love.
You are the light in darkness,
You add the E to Love.
I wish I could shout as loud as ever, to tell you how much I loved you, but then there are no words to explain love.
Love is a part of me, Love is the heart of me, Love is meant to be true.
People ask me, why do you like her?
She’s so, normal!
All I can tell them is, she’s different to me.
She’s someone who motivates me to do well, someone who can make me do things that I’ve never done before.
She makes me dream when I’m awake.
You don’t know the things that I’ve done for you, the sacrifices I’ve made.
It’s all because of you.
Don’t give me that look, don’t tell me that you think I’m crazy.
The thought of you fills my mind everyday, knowing that being too far away from you makes me really want to cry. Can’t you see, that this love just isn’t meant to be?
Why is the world so cruel? I constantly think, and wonder, what if we were able to live life the way it was supposed to be lived. Living it to the fullest and enjoying every moment of it with the person you love.
They say love has no boundaries, well I guess you can’t believe everything they say, for they don’t understand, how it feels like to have to stand at one side, and love someone from afar. Fairytales all have happy endings.
I guess happy endings are for stories that haven’t finished yet.
Well, I guess all I’m trying to say is I love you, and wont you tell me you love me too.
<33
, 8:45 PM
THE ADORABLE AND THE RADIANT SUNLIGHT <33
UNGLAM SPASTICNESS :(
SAY CHEESE ! ADORABLEEE <33
HELLO MISS SUNSHINE :DD
EWWW UNGLAM SHYT. gross :(
LOL ! SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DD
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
, 9:29 PM
ADORABLE<33
HOHOHOS.
how long has it been since you're online.
i shall now give you a long lecture about you doing your maths work on time
and....
NOT FALLING ASLEEP!
MATHS,
is about continuous PRACTICE
You think you can do well if you don't do it all the time?
That's why you always do so badly.
You better be doing maths at home yo.
Your EVIL DADDY is so nice yo.
I shall learn more from him to give you a better and proper lecture.
ZZZ.
HAHAHAHAS.
and...
NO COPYING FROM ANSWER KEY !
Do not do things which are against your conscience.
You will not sleep well at night and your HORRID and TERRIFYING EYEBAGS will...
GROW AND GROW AND GROW.
just like pinocchio's nose.
HURRRR.
LAWL.
Reading is a good hobby to pick up.
But I shall teach you something.
DO NOT buy SEX, VIOLENT ACTION, SUPERNATURAL OR GORY BOOKS okayee?
ITS BAD!
HAHAHAHEEHEE :DD
you knw you knw.
LOLS.
WITH TRUCKFULL LOADS OF SPASTIC LOVE FOR ADORABLEE <33
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
, 6:13 PM
AUNTIE WINNIE, YOU WALK DAMN FAST YO. FASTER THAN MY PAPA. GO GO GO GOGO FRANKS. ZZZ I AM ADDICTED TO GOGO FRANKS. OH SHYT OH MY!
CHEN FANG, YOU TODAYY DARN GAY LUH. SQUAT HERE SQUAT THERE. HAHAS UNGLAM YO. WEATHER WAS HOT HOT HOT. ZZ AND THIS WAS WHERE WE SAW A DEAD FROG. HOHOHOS :/
WENJING AH WENJING. ALWAYS TALK TALK AH. NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO AUNTIE WINNIE. NO WONDER CHEONG LOVES TALKING TO YOU YO. HAHAHA :0 AND HORR VIVIAN YOU DAMN BAD YO. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH. HOHOS.
JUAN I SHALL DEDICATE THIS PHOTO TO YOU. I KNOW YOU DAMNIT LOVE IT. HAHAAHS. AND SHE WAS DAMN SPASTIC TODAYY. ATE MY WHOLE MNMS. LAWL.
AUNTIE WINNIE , BE CAREFUL YO. THE BIG BIG GUN IS GONNA BANG BANG AND YOU'RE GONNA DIE DIE. RAWR.
HEYYS CHEONG. LOOK OUT FOR THE PLATFORM PATH YO. HAHAS BE CAREFUL. WAIT YOU FALL AND TRIP NOT MY FAULT. AND AND AND HORR. STOP HITTING MY HEAD YO :/
HAHAHAS MY DEAR SOLDIER. I KNOW YOU'RE DAMNIT TIRED AFTER FIGHTING THE WAR. COME COME LET ME FEED YOU MALTESES . MALTESES GIVE YOU MORE ENRGY YO. LOLS.
JUST SOME STUPID QUIZ. ANY WRONG MOVE AND ALL WILL BE BLOWN TO PIECES. YEAH YEAH OH MY. I AM SO DAMN SCARED YO. ZZZ :/
HOHOS. ISN'T THIS SOLDIER JUST SO MAN. HAHAHAS WEE~
HEYS MR SOLDIER. BANG THEM DOWN AND MAKE THEM CRY FOR MUMMY YO. YOU WIN THEY LOSEEEE :DD
with lots of spastic love for my adorable <33
Thursday, October 18, 2007
, 9:52 PM
FLOPS.
I FAIL MY EXAMS DAMNIT BADLY LUH.
EMOOO LUH.
nicky chan,
HAHAHAS your mama is damnit funnaye luh.
she is a teacher and she doesn't know how to use powerpoint slideshows.
HOHOHOHOS I LAUGH!
YOU SHOULD TEACH HER YO.
MAKE HER MORE IT PRO.
LAWL.
fralalahs.
yuan yee had training for st johns todayy.
couldn't join us and i am damnit sad about it.
ZZZ.
couldn't go amk library to eat lunch in the end.
SADSADSAD :(
Nikki liem had to go somewhere and left earlier.
SIAN SIA.
went to have lunch with JUAN and NERISSA at fish and co's instead.
damnit fun luh.
JUAN i seriously don't know that stealing bowls of tartar sauce is fun.
HOHO.
ooh today's lunch is the most cheapest i have ever spent in the history of eating in fish and co's.
$29.90 cool yeah?
LAWL.
FUNFUNFUN.
sometimes i really wonder if you're out of my mind.
but to be really truthful, you still aren't ,
no matter how hard i try.
:(
P.S I LOVE YOU!
:DDDDD
LOVELOVELOVE.
/ LOVE IS IN THE AIR YO.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
, 8:10 PM
HEYYS ADORABLE.
my previous blog post was emo shyt.
HAHAHAS EMO YOU KNOWWWW?
hmm i think you don't know.
i can understand yo !
HOHOHS.
oh JUAN i am always emo and i thought you know.
HAHAHAHAS EMO ROCKS.
EMO RULES.
EMO MAKES MY WORLD GO ROUND AND ROUND
:DD
with loads of spastic love for my adorable and JUAN, my darling chicken
<3
, 8:05 PM
DON'T CHEER ME UP KIDD.
I AM PROUD TO BE EMO.
FLOPS.
* with credits to deviantart.com
THANK YOU!
:DDD
Sunday, October 14, 2007
, 3:27 PM
RETARDED SHYT.
:/
to king kong :x
, 1:26 AM
BORED SHYT.
was keesiao todayyy.
talked to chiam.
she is keesiao too, i just realised.
HAHAHAS.
DEPRESSED SHYT.
oh my , my adorable was depressed todayy.
me too.
argh i didn't mean to do anythingg luh.
heys don't trust her too much yeah?
you get it?
LOLS.
i feel badddd :(
FUNNAYE SHYT.
KINGKONG was stupiddd todayyy.
she sang and sang and sang.
her singing polluted my ears man.
YOU ARE THE MUSIC IN ME.
shut up yo , you chicken.
HOHOHOS.
STOP LAUGHING LIKE A CHICKEN.
YOU SUCKKK.
HAHAHAS I WIN YOU LOSEEE. :(
GENEROUS SHYT.
DADDY treated me to lobster meals todayyy at Jack's placee.
HAHAHAS he too much money gimme luh.
HOHO i need money for my trip to taiwan yo.
lots and lots and lots of money.
FREAKING SHYT.
i missed that channel 8 show at 7pm todayy.
shyt shyt shyt.
LIN FENGGG!
HOHOS.
BORINGG SHYT.
watched 18 censored or not again on dvd.
HAHAHAS four episodes in one go.
i sat through 4 whole hours before bathing and going to dinner.
HOHOS and i had a headache during the whole dinner trip.
oh man!
LAME SHYT.
i threw my ping pong ball down the flat.
don't know whyyy.
just hand itchy, i think?
hmmph!
i want that ping pong ball back now!
LALA~
SI KINGKONG!
:X
OOPS!
HOHOHEEHEEHAHAHAWHAWS :DDD
smile my adorable.
don't think too much.
SWEET DREAMS.
HAPPY NIGHT.
dream of dinosaurs!
:DDD
, 1:12 AM
HAHAHAHAHAS.
I FINALLY HAD MY DREAM COME TRUEEEE.
my long hair was cut off bit by bit .
and it turned out like great shyt.
RAWRRRR.
TODAY DAMN BAD MOOD.
didn't even have the mood to watch movie with nicole MY ADORABLEEE.
BAD MOOOOD.
ARGH.
don't know how to go school tomorrow.
gonna be laughed at.
but it isnt that bad yeah?
i feel that the new hair is okayee.
hmm it is gna be okayee.
yeah it is so gonna be so okayee.
hmmm i am so contradicting at times.
LAWL.
DWARF'S brother was sick.
but he was kind todayyy.
don't know whyyy.
so weriddd.
brothers are kind when they're sick
but like damnit shyt when they are okayeee doing so darn well.
zzz.
SICKENING.
mummy says i should have tell the hairstylist to keep my sides longgg.
urgh i forget luhh.
DAMNIT SADDD :(
i met MY ADORABLE at amk hub todayy.
HAHAHS she was wearing her sexaye red top.
and she didn't dare to reveal it.
DAMN IT SHYT.
I LAUGH AT YOU MY ADORABLE.
HAHAHOHOHEEHEEHAWHAW :)
hahahas i hate to be seen by st.nicholas girls outside.
HAHAHAS GOONG GOONG JUNE NG. * winks to jiahua*
HAHAHAS
daddy HAVEN'T buy hei tang ma qi duo soundtrack for me yet.
SO SADDDD.
OH MY I HAVE SO MANY REASONS TO BE SADDDDD.
ZZZ.
HMM.
mummy and i quarrelled a few days ago for at least 5 times.
TSKTSK.
don't know what's her problem yo.
zzz.
i can't understand thinking mums.
I MISS MY LONG HAIR, NOT.
HAHAHAS.
:X
bury me well tomorrow.
with a casket filled with roses
and a charming prince sleeping by my side.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
, 9:53 PM
OH MY ADORABLE.
THIS PIC IS FOR YOU YO.
LAWL.
THE BABY IS SO SO SO ADORABLE.
SO ADORABLE THAT YOU CAN'T WIN HER YO.
WAHAHAHAAHS :X
Sunday, October 7, 2007
, 10:54 PM
EMO-NESS IS KILLING ME.
DEPRESSION KICKS IN.
:/
, 12:03 PM
there are times when you think you trust a person a lot, but those are times you get blinded by friendship or by love.
i have no idea who to trust, who to believe.
its totally insane trying to go all the way out to find and search a true blue person to believe in.
there were the times when i was happy with all of you, till i found out the ugly truth.
i thank you all for that wonderful past.
those were memories and i thank you for the memories.
i am hanging on as long as i can. it is that invisible thread in front of me before i make any decisions.
if you ever know what i mean.
let bygones be bygones.
cos..
THE PAST ALWAYS SUCKS
and
THE TRUTH ALWAYS HURTS.
:/
i gladly want my adorable.
, 11:38 AM
it has been such a long time i have ever raised my head up and look at the sky.
the moon shines and the stars twinkle.
it hit me suddenly that it is a long time since i have looked at the stars.
the stars were my favurite playmates in my childhood years.
where have all of them gone to?
back to that dark dark sky?
i miss them yo.
i am lonely yo.
BIG BIG WORLDEMILIAi am a big big girlin a big big world
its not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much
miss you much
i can see the first leave falling
its all yellow and nice
its so very cold outside
like the way i am feeling inside
i am a big big girl
in a big big world
its not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much
miss you much
outside its now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end
i am a big big girl
in a big big world
its not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much
miss you much
i had your arms around me
warm like fire
but when i open my eyes
you're gone
i am a big big girl
in a big big world
its not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that i do do will miss you much
miss you much
i am a big big girl
in a big big world
its not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do feel that i will miss you much
miss... miss you much
i fell in love with that song when you made me sound like a failure
i know that you think i m a failure when i am so not.
i shall prove you wrong this EOYS
really wronggggg.
i wonder what happened to you.
what has happened to your attitude.
and i am suspicious.
is your menopause here yet?
heyys , freakyy asshole
i am a born winner
and you are a god damnit born loser yo.
HAHAHAS I LAUGH.
oh oh oh
HELLO MY ADORABLE.
i miss ya' like crazy yo.
you are my adorable and i am your radiant sunshine yo.
HOHOHO.
my teeth shines like the sunshine and your teeth are my jewels.
school started to get intersting with you spastic around.
I WHOLEHEARTEDLY THANK YOU FOR YOUR SPASTICNESS YO.
i am always so modest and even more modest ever since i met you yo.
ain't i lucky to have my masterpiece get published?
I KNOW YOU ARE GOD DAMNIT JEALOUS HAHAHAS.
alrightttt.
oh my, at least i have something pleasant to write on my work resume.
it feels like we have known each other for a long long timeee, when we didn't.
HAHAHAS love will find a way and stars are falling, i will keep sms-ing and i will still love you.
HOHOHO RYOOOO.
I LOVE RYO.
DONT YOU LOVE RYO TOOO, MY ADORABLEEE ?
i love my underdog.
i love my underwater world.
and heyys my adorable , you owe me
DOUGHNUTS!
SWEET AND TASTY DOUGHNUTS YO.
HAHAS
LOVE YA'
SLEEP TIGHTTT.
HUGS AND KISSES. <33
Saturday, October 6, 2007
, 10:34 PM
THE ADORABLE AND THE RADIANT SUNLIGHT <33
UNGLAM SPASTICNESS :(
SAY CHEESE ! ADORABLEEE <33
AUNTIE WINNIE, YOU WALK DAMN FAST YO. FASTER THAN MY PAPA. GO GO GO GOGO FRANKS. ZZZ I AM ADDICTED TO GOGO FRANKS. OH SHYT OH MY!
AUNTIE WINNIE , BE CAREFUL YO. THE BIG BIG GUN IS GONNA BANG BANG AND YOU'RE GONNA DIE DIE. RAWR.
HAHAHAS MY DEAR SOLDIER. I KNOW YOU'RE DAMNIT TIRED AFTER FIGHTING THE WAR. COME COME LET ME FEED YOU MALTESES . MALTESES GIVE YOU MORE ENRGY YO. LOLS.
JUST SOME STUPID QUIZ. ANY WRONG MOVE AND ALL WILL BE BLOWN TO PIECES. YEAH YEAH OH MY. I AM SO DAMN SCARED YO. ZZZ :/
