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Welcome to my Suju lifeee
Yuliant Joanne Ivan Ryo Tan Tingyuan!
Seventeen since 10th July 2010!
Singapore Polytechnic Mass Comm Year 1!
Ex-St Nickolodean!

Loves <3
Fernando Torres!
Justin Bieber!
Big Time Rush - Logan&Kendall&James!
The Wanted - Nathan&Siva&Jay!
Anthony Neely!
Jay Chou!
KPop!
Super Junior 15-strong!
Kibum!
Kyuhyun!
Hankyung!
Eunhyuk!
Eeteuk!
Henry!
Siwon!
Donghae!
Kangin!
SHINee - Minho&Taemin&Key!
SHINee Ring Ding Dong&Hello&Lucifer!
SNSD - Taeyeon&Hyoyeon&Seohyun&Tiffany&Yoona!
SNSD Run Devil Run&Oh&Gee&Genie&Hoot!
fx - Amber!
miss A - Fei&Suzy&Jia!
2PM - Nickhun&Junsu!

I wish I wish for all these,
Super Show 4!
A true prince who knows how to treat me right!
A bouquet of roses from you to me!
Pictures everywhere of you&me!
An awesome GPA grade (4.0 pls)!
To be on normal talking terms with Mum!

I'm just a click away, baby
When I'm bored, click here
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December!
IT'S DECEMBERRRRRRR!

One more month to 2011.
25 more days to Christmas.

Papa has started irritating me with the usual December question.

Papa: "So baby, what do you want for Christmas???"

Daddy,
I donch know I donch know I donch know :/

Okay maybe I have one whole damn list:

1.Polaroid with cute Disney Princess films
2.New digital camera
3.Cute flipflops from ION Orchard
4.The Elmo ballooooon
5.That heels from Rubi
6.The new Beast album (with their autographs since you said you can get any autographs from any Korean idols for me!)
7.David Archie's new album
8.That dress from Far East Plaza
9.Prolly a new Dickies bag
10.AND MORE NEW BAGGGGGSSSSSSS!

but those never mattered much to me.


Bby,
I wish I can spend Christmas with you this year.

I wish we can hold each other's hand and walk down Orchard Road together.
We can see those chio Christmas trees and lightings,
become mega cam-whores,
look at happy families have fun,
listen to choirs singing,
run around with mad happy kids,
suck on candy canes,
and kiss under the mistletoe.


I know you are busy and I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to be in you arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that I love,
and I will never let you go.

I'm just glad to know,
you and I both live under the same sky (:

Do well for the 15 page thingyyyy.
Thursday gonna come soon.
I know you can do it!
Jiayous!

I can't wait for Thursday to come.


xoxo
yuansxzsx!

Monday, November 29, 2010 , 11:30 PM
As if the sky fell down on me,
Just came back home from roaming.
First thing once I stepped into the living room,

Papa: "Baby, what's wrong? I know you cried. Come talk to me."
Me: "No lah. Haha."

I'm surprised I could force a smile.

Went to the Mega Flea at Expo with Dwarfy.
I felt really bad hiding the secret from her, so yeah told her.
I'm so so so happy to see her.
She made me not wanna cry that badly.

We talked, shopped, crapped, laughed, suan-ed.....
I felt better (:


I wanna tell you how I felt today.
Maybe you will think I am over-reacting, but whatever.

(And because of being too upset with you, I spent more than 100 bucks on shopping alone. Rahhhh ): )

I was in such high spirits today.
I was so happy I didn't have to go to the field trip.
Like seriously happy.
I was so high in Econs.
I felt even better when school was coming to the end.

And all I could think of was to go with you to do up your laptop.
Then you just plonked a message to me that you are going with your friend.
And you didn't even apologise.
Oh, and better still.
You ask me to go stare at my Econs when it's still 2 weeks away.

What was I supposed to do huh?
Like really listen to you and go home to study Econs?

I don't know lah.
I feel pangseh-ed by you.

Maybe if I ever do that to you, it won't hurt you at all.
But I do feel hurt okay?
Argh.

And omg.
I can't believe I forgive you so fast.
And get all high when I see Doraemonsssss.
And the best thing is,
I kept on waiting for the SMS to come.
But the reply never ever came.
So yeah,
in the end I still get dao-ed by you.

Nevermind.


Thank you Kanages and Bella!
Thanks for being there when I needed y'all.
Thanks for not freaking out when I _______ yeah (:

And thank you Dwarfy for rushing to me when I needed you too.
I love you BFF <3


I will be fine soon, I think.
And yeah I donch care if you read this post or not,
I am still gonna tell you this on MSN.

Friday, November 26, 2010 , 9:42 PM
22nd
Hahaha typed 'I think you won't remember' on Twitter.
and you came to ask 'Remember what?'

I don't even think you know it is significant to me.
(Even if you do, you won't remember. I know. Haha.)

But heck.

Happy 22nd, Tingyuan.
Happy 1st month!

(OMG it just totally sound like some birthday celebration.)

Now I'm just waiting for my clock to strike 12am so I can post this up.
Haha (:

I love you Baby <3


xoxo
Yuanyuan!

Sunday, November 21, 2010 , 9:36 PM
I am always proud of you,
Boy boy had his NAPFA on Thursday.
HAHA,
and he passed every single test.
He passed his 2.4km run by 3 seconds.

Okay boy boy I wonch laugh at you anymore.
You did very well okay!
Silver lehhhh!
(:

Wo zhen shi yi ni wei rong!
(which also means I'm very proud of you just in case your chinese CMI!)

Hahaha,
he had dinner with me and Lou.
KFC!
Boy boy's gonna turn fattttt!
Then we took bus home together.
He was so so so tired lah ):
Heart pain ttm :/

But at least he has rested well (:
And back to being busy studying for the law test.
(Screw Law.)

I can't wait for this coming Tuesday.
I will be over and done with IVP CA1.
I will be able to see my boy boy in formal wear.
(And see whether he is shuai as described by Simin.)
I will be able to go home with him and he will be over with his (damned) law test!


Went for Celine Jessandra Concert just now.
Chengmun was awesome!
She was my Superstar!
Lucifer and Bonamana FTW <3

And omgggg the blonde!
Haha damn cute! ^^
The way he danced Gee was damn funneh!

Got home around 12plus.
Haha, at least PAP was asleep.
LOL.


So energised after my bath.
But I'm still lazy to start on my IVP CA1 and VPDP CA1.
I'm pretty dead.
So not motivated.
Ohwells.
Must must must start laterz,
or else I GG :/

I can complete IVP by later lah.
VPDP is a big headache ):


I wish I had an ultra smart robot who will do up all the work for me!
I wish,

):


Omg, it's gonna be 3am but I still feel too energetic to sleep.
Boy boy is gone.
I mean offline.
):
Ohwells, he must be damn tired.

I will always be here for you (:



xoxo
Joanne (:

, 1:46 AM
I hope you will remember,
Boy boy has been quite busy these few days.
He has his projects, his NAPFA and his law test next week.

Boy boy,
jiayous for your school work kay.
And for NAPFA tomorrow.
Just do your best (:
HAHA run devil run!
I will pray for you to do well.

And you can spam your fast food and buffet after NAPFA.
And you will get fattttt! :D


Yesterday was the 16th.
Do you remember?
It has been one month and a day since we talked and knew each other.
LOL.

And the day you made me confessed, it was on the morning of 22nd.
I still remember the cute lil' bear you sent me on Facebook.
And on the 22nd,
you waited for me and sent me home after my CCA ended.
And you made me smile so much that night.

Bao bao, 22nd means a lot to me.

It was the day when I put in all my faith in you.
It was the day I knew I could trust you.
It was the day when I knew I could be honest with you about every and any thing.
It was the day I knew you will be there for me when I need you.

I wish for more 22nds to come.

I hope you will remember when 22nd comes.
But then again, you are a guy.
I bet you will forget.
LOL.


Boy boy, I miss you very much.
I hope to see you soon (:


xoxo
Girl girl <3

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 , 9:26 PM
I wish airplanes are shooting stars,
I wish I ain't bothering you too much.

I wish you are here with me right now.

I wish our fairytale will never end.


xoxo

Tuesday, November 16, 2010 , 1:08 AM
Cos I've got you,


It's official.
Haha.
Okay I'm not that hung up on the status.
Okay, maybe a bit.
LOL.

Wo hen kai xin (:

(And Bao Bao, please change your status to In A Relationship. Walao, Open Relationship means with many people sial. You dare you try!)

I can't change my status cos I donch wanna Shijie to know.
HAHA,
she'd prolly accuse me of cheating on her when she finds out.
But hey, she cheated on me first kaysxz!



Norman says:
Tsk for what?
/TINGYUAN says:
nothing.
Norman says:
I'm sure got something
/TINGYUAN says:
nothing lah
Norman says:
sure or not
/TINGYUAN says:
yeah
Norman says:
okie


Most guys donch get it when girls say nothing.
I'm glad you do (:
At least I know you care (:


/TINGYUAN says:
LOL
And and and you still owe me my Baby songggg
Norman says:
Opps
/TINGYUAN says:
):
Norman says:
Looks like i got to listen to the song lor
/TINGYUAN says:
Yes (:

I was so surprised that you were willing to sing for me!
Okay, I am waiting for you to sing for me.
Better sing properly and donch insult my baby Bieber!


I miss Bao Bao so much ):
(Bieber's Baby makes me wanna call him Bao Bao)
Haven't been webcamming with him for a few days.
Siansxz.

Did project at Kanages's house yesterday.
I was so so so tired.
But at least we completed it.
HAHA, it looks damn colourful lahhhh.

Went home, feeling damn shag.
Printed more pictures and cut.
Apparently scissors hate me.
Kept on cutting my 'meat'.
Talked to boy boy.

Hahaha,
I've got him to make me feel stronger.


Boy boy is having NAPFA on Thursday.
He better run quicklyyyy!
And he better don't have sweaty palms.
Or else I will chop off his hands!
HAHA!


Sians.
To think this is his last semester in school.
And he will be entering army next year.
There will be no one walking me home for 2 years ):
There will be no one who will be there talking to me constantly for 2 years ):

I think life will suck like hell.
How how how ):

The word 'NS' just pisses me off.

Heck.
He better train hard for and in NS.
Come out with nice muscles (:
HEEEEE!


Wo bu zhi dao ni jing army shi, wo hui zhen me yang.
Wo ying gai hui fei chang de xiang ni.
Wo ying gai ye hui fei chang ji mo.
Jiu liang nian, wo hui ren guo qu.
Wo hui deng ni chu lai (:

Yan Wei Qiang, wo ai ni <3


The best thing about me is you <3


xoxo
Chen Ting Yuan!

Sunday, November 14, 2010 , 1:06 AM
I want to stick to you like superglueee,
Today's IPRA was even worse than usual.
Not gonna elaborate on details.
*For more details, please visit my Twitter!
Eyeliner bitch was still being a bitch.
One more lesson and we will all be free!!!

VDPD was awesome though filming time was so little.
Mr Loh was nice to ask me to show him my drawing tomorrow.
Shall try my best.
I am pretty much done soon.

Talking to boy boy now (:
Miss him so much man :x


Econs lecture was shitty yesterday.
Don't have book.
Don't have concentration.
Don't understand.
What's up with elasticity mansxz!
):
I think I will fail Econs bad bad badlyyyy ):
SOS need help!

But at least Mr Augustine Goh tried to make it better with his jokes.
HAHA he's cute!

Then IVP.
Ms Eve was 25 minutes late, wtheckkk.
She admitted she was being a bimbo and forgetting our class -.-

Fire drill at 2.30pm.
But Ms Eve got us to go to the Stadium at like 2.28pm.
HAHA like we were psychic and we know that the alarm was gonna go off anytime.

Fire drill was shit.
Complete waste of my time but (Y)!
No lessons for IVP.
Awesome shitttt!
Hahahaha sitting on the specs stand and staring down at people was fun.
And spotting Sam Nai was (Y)(Y)(Y)!
Heeee he is still so omfg cuteee (:

Went to FC5 to do IDEA with Arielle and Kanahui.
Interviewing Arielle was fun!
Treated them to Starbucks.
The Starbucks girl damn cute.
When I was about to pay,

"Are you a student or teacher of this school?"
Do I look that old! ):
Ah heckkk.

Boy boy came to meet me at FC5.
He helped me drink my Dark Mocha Frappe!
It's damn nice luhhh, but I can't finish ):

Boy boy played Fifa 11.
Liverpool against Liverpool.
Wtheck! :0

He walked me home and we talked.
I wore his jacket.
So comfy (:

I love to play around this idiot.
I love to pull him into puddles of water and get him wet.
I love to go crazy around him.
I love to see him turn lame.

This lil' idiot makes me like going home (:




Norman says:
<3

/TINGYUAN says:
<3

It was the first time you said it to me before I do.
This little thing means a lot to me.

Ni shi wo de shuai ge (:


xoxo
Ni de hot mei nu (:

Wednesday, November 10, 2010 , 1:21 AM
Wo xiang ni,
There was no Norman New's class yesterday, so class started at 12pm. (YAY)
Lecture, then tutorial.
Tutorial was fun.
We talked from Qantas plane to volcano eruptions to people getting raped to getting HIV from dentists HAHA!
Then we talked about adoptions and the selling of baby girls in some countries.
I can't help but teared.

Then Ms Trudy started talking to us about eyeliner bitch.
So the class started bitching.
Ohman, if only Ms Trudy could teach us.
If only ):
Hahaha, and I didn't know Joeru has eyeliner bitch as tutor too.
Ohmansxz, we damn sad case lah.
Nevermind, 2 more lessons to gooooooo!
I can hang on till thennnn!

Class ended early and boy boy wanted his alone time,
so went to slack with Lou, Lye Yee and Kanahui at FC5.
Staring at Starbucks and knowing very well I can't drink it sucks big time.
I friggin' swear I hate being a woman when that shit comes.
Okay maybe I'm really fortunate that they donch come regularly, but still!

Did some stuff for IDEA CA1.
Then shit happened.
FML.
And I am not gonna say what happened.
Then cup noodles.
Then sped home.

Did up interview questions for Arielle.
Hahaha omggg, tomorrow will be so eggciting.
(Okay prolly not since there is that fucked up module.)

OH SHIT!
There is Econs lecture laterz!
And I donch have my booook!
Ah heck.
Lou Lou, please get well soon!
I wanch to see you on Wednesday (:




I missed boy boy so much.
Webcamming with him now though (:
Scared the hell out of me when MSN said my webcam was disabled.
Could have died that moment ):
HAHA lucky I restarted.

I can't wait to see boy boy soon (:



xoxo
Tingyuan!

Monday, November 8, 2010 , 11:41 PM
I think you will have a hard time to get PAP to like you,
Got called in to talk to her about the bite.

What was she really trying to tell me.
That I am being played by boy boy.
Or that no one will truly, really, genuinely like me.

I do understand she worries,
but the way she said it was so twisted.
Argh.

And can she stop making me sound like some slut.
I'm still a friggin virgin damnit.
Rahhhh ):

And she just had to keep on repeating about the possibility of him leaving me.
Does she have to do this to someone who already has major security issues?
Everyday I think so much about it already, and she just had to add it on.
Gosh.

I believe in boy boy.
Yes, I trust him.

Omg, I think I can cry nao.

Sunday, November 7, 2010 , 4:43 PM
Xie xie ni pei zhe wo,
Yesterday was fun.
Had CCA in the morning from 10am till about 3pm.
Headed to Chinese Music Club after our CCA.
HAHA,
our models are talented mansxzxz!

Wenwei, Mayer and Kiat Seng can sing so well!
HAHA,
and Wenwei is awesome on the keyboard.

HAHAHA we practically had a mini concert.
LOL!

Then finally had lunch.
CP WANTON NOODLES!
Then, Kai started scolding me about eating it :/
Ohwells,
at least I was happy (:

Then went up to Chinese Music Clubhouse and listened to Wenwei playing with the keyboard.
He played Ai Zhuan Jiao for me to listennn :D

Something epic happened.
And yeah somehow my lipstick mark got onto the glass pane on the door of Chinese Music Clubhouse -.-
No, I am not gonna say what really happened.
And dang, my teeth hurt fucking hell lot.

Finally got to Jurong Point.
Got my masks from Nature Republic.
And finally got my Nature Republic membership!
And the salesgirl is so niceeeee!
She gave me Rain's poster and paper bag HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Went on a socks hunt for Shuhui after that.
Then off to NTUC Fairprice for the guys who wanted to get their speakers.

Went off from JP at 7.15pm and met up with Mum at WestMall.
She went to get a new radio.
Shall experiment with it tomorrow!
Had BaliThai.
Uhhhh we both couldn't really finish what we ordered HAHA!

I had to carry that radio at some times. LOL.
Me became minah in exchanged for dinner.
Awesome shit.

Got into the car.
And first thing she went, "What is that on your neck?"
And the next minute,
she started manhandling me.

"Oh, I kept scratching it."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"I have been young before. Just make sure you don't do the wrong thing."
*closed eyes and pretended to sleep, when iPod volume was at the maximum*

Reached home and webcammed with boy boy.
He saw my Elmo shirtttt :D
Shall show him Cookie Monster next time!

HAHA, then I finally bathed.
And he saw my all-time favourite blue Hello Kitty pajamas.
LOL!

(If you are reading my blog, YOU BETTER FINISH YOUR HOMEWORK SOON OKAYSXZ!)



Friday was Deepavali.
School holiday!
Major happy.

Went out with boy boy.
Was supposed to meet at 12pm at Yew Tee Macs for lunch.
Sorry I was late ):

HAHAHA,
going to Macs with him always make me feel stupid.
I thought he was some psychic, and I was so astonished that he knew I wanted Coke.
He just replied,
"Coke is the default drink."
-.-

Boy boy has something for Macs coffee.
(You like ah peh sial)
He had McSpicy and I had McNuggets.

Ohhhh, and it took me damn long to realise he was wearing jeans.
LOL.
(You look great anyways)


After lunch, we finally made our way to Vivo/(Bibo) City.
Some lazy bum was complaining about the number of trains we have to change in order to get there.

The worse part would be when my lazy bum 'attacked' my phone for FIFA 11.
And he losttttt :D
Awwww!
Apparently he plays some Ludo aeroplane game on his iTouch LOLSXZSX!

Finally finally we got to Vivo.
Just walked around, till we got to Toys'R'Us.
HAHA we acted like kiddos luhhhhh.
We looked, touched and played with almost every single toy lah!

And when I couldn't see the astronaut he pointed out to me,
he forced my spectacles on me.
"Don't take it off ah."
(:

Boy boy liked to play with the swords and irritate me.
Either to tickle me or to hit my head >:/

HAHAHA I was hugging Spongebob aroundddddd!
ITSXZ SHO ADORABLESXZ :D
It was tempting me to buy it....!

Left Toys'R'Us soon.
Walked, walked, walked.
Wanted to drink Starbucks, but there were no seats.
Walked to the other Starbucks outlet downstairs.
No seats there either :/
Walked up the staircase to the Sky Garden.
Stupid drizzle :/
Drip drop drip drop on my specs ):

Boy boy and I saw the cruise.
Wanted to be on it for so damn long,
but I got freaked out by Titanic and Poseidon :/
I wanna go on a cruise with boy boy next timeeeeee,
but I doubt he will.
Ohwells.

We went down to Starbucks again.
Still no seats.
Went down to the other outlet.
Still no seats.

Walked over to some Singtel shop.
Looked at the iPhone 4.
Sat at the chairs.
Stupid boy boy kept forcing me to converse with him in Mandarin, ewww.
Boy boy then left me alone and came back again for me.
Just then this couple with their baby came over to sit at the chairs,
and boy boy went,
"People with baby then sit on the chair lor."

I can't help but say,
"I have baby ah, I have your baby."

And that ass just had to say,
"Wo mei you zhe me li hai (I am not so good.)"

Walao tsk tsk.

Went back to Starbucks.
We decided to get our free drinks first, then go somewhere else to sit.
Ordered Java Chip and Peppermint Mocha!
Boy boy finally got a seat and went to sit first.
I went to collect our drinks.
Boy boy signalled to me to put my bag down first, and I refused HAHA!

He played FIFA 11 again.
Won 2 times nia HAHAHA!
And he should be happy he won 'cos it was Liverpool.
If he failed, he would have diedddddddd.

Then we had the 'What should we eat for dinner' thinking game again.
HAHAHA, and all day long he was talking about this char kuay teow from a forum.

Finally decided to eat at Kopitiam.
He ate noodles, I just stared.
HAHA, too much Starbucks luhhhhh!

And for the first time, piggy couldn't finish his foooood HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA :D
It was still early when he finished his dinner.

"What should we do?"
"I donch know."
"Oh I know what we can do already!"
"What?"
"We go play bubbles!"

Awesome man.
Then, we went to Toys'R'Us again to get our Chocolate-smelling bubblessssss!
HAHA we should have taken Banana or Bubblegum luhhhhh!

Went to the Sky Garden to play with bubbles.
The chocolate smell reminded me of the chocolate milk lah.
Can puke :/

HAHA boy boy had his hands all covered with the chocolate smell.....!
He was like a lil boy playing with the bubbles (:
So cute (:

But anyhow, it was really funnnnnnn (:
And romantic.

Boy boy wanted me to eat my CP wantons before I got home, 'cos he didn't want me to go hungry at night.
Awww.
He was really sweet to go to the different 7-Eleven stores with me just to find CP wanton.
In the end, even Limbang 7-Eleven didn't have it ):

So, boy boy treated me to Macs apple pie.
And he made me ate it all.

Then, we went to my house void deck.
We had fun (:
Took photos with him, walao I looked like some unglam shit ):

Oh,
and Edward Cullen striked again.
(I don't know where you learnt it from, but anyways it felt awesome, and I love it like fat kids love Mars bars)



Boy boy,
you should know how much I did not want to leave you.
Thank you for sending me up.
Thank you for being there with&for me.
Thank you for not getting me locked out HAHA.

I was really happy on Friday.
You did so many wonderful things for me.

You told me I looked cute with my specs on.
You helped me to put on my specs.
You helped me to close my very irritating bag when I had trouble closing it.
You made sure I donch go hungry.
You pulled me to the escalator when I crazily want to climb the stairs up to the Sky Garden.
You helped me relive my rather pathetic childhood.
You tried to piggyback me, but you were damn phail HAHA.
You told me my EZ-link picture is okay, not that bad. (But I do look like fuck shit so yeah)
You called me hot for once willingly (:

You made me smile.
You made me hard to get my eyes off you.
You made me want to know you even more.

You stupid ass.
Never tell me you found my blog alreaddddy ):
Haha ohwells.
I also donch think you will check up on it, so yay me!



Boy boy,
wo jiu shi xi huan zhe yang de ni.
Bu guan ni zai zhen me tao ren yan, bu guan ni zhen me xi huan qi fu wo,
wo yi yang xi huan ni.
Ni yi ding yao ji xu dui wo hao, zhi dao mah?
Ni lao shi chu xian zai wo nao hai li, hen tao yan sial.
Xiang dao ni shi, wo jiu hui tou tou de xiao qi lai.
Wo yi zhi zai xiang, ni hui shi bu shi xiang dao wo mah?
Wo bu zhi dao wo men yi hou hui zhen me yang.
Jiu suan yao wo mei ming mei fen, wo yi ran hui dai zai ni shen bian.

Wo ke ai de zhu, wo yong yuan xi huan ni.



xoxo
Ni ke ai de zhu (:

Saturday, November 6, 2010 , 9:53 PM
心疼妳的心疼



總是在夜深人靜想一個人
妳留給我的回憶
映著月光更深刻

如果說後悔可以殺一個人
我已經為妳死掉多少次了呢

妳的淚痕 妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得

心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著去彌補從前所有不完整

讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等


讓我們的愛重生


時間是一道不能反轉的門
那時的年少輕狂 如今想來多殘忍

只不過這個世上沒有一本
能夠教我們如何相愛的手冊

妳的淚痕 妳默默忍耐過的寒冷
我現在才懂得

心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著

去彌補從前所有不完整

讓我讓妳快樂

為妳的微笑負責 承諾過的未來還在等

等我們的愛重生

RAP-

再也不會讓妳受傷了
我已完全明白愛能教人心多疼

這次換我等 換我為妳犧牲
讓我守護著妳 跟我一起走過時間的河
RAP-

心疼妳的心疼 想緊緊把妳抱著
去彌補從前所有不完整
讓我讓妳快樂 為妳的微笑負責
承諾過的未來還在等

等我們的愛重生


xoxo <3

Friday, November 5, 2010 , 11:53 PM
Okay I have nothing else to complain about,
Still webcamming with boy boy now.
He asked me out for breakfast tomorrow.
(YAY, heart flutter)

Boy boy was very sweet to me throughout.
I don't know how to not fall in love with this ass.


Norman says:
Thinking

/TINGYUAN says:
Thinking of what? Me ahhhhh? (:

Norman says:
Aren't I oh ray dee looking at you?

/TINGYUAN says:
Look also can think whatt

Norman says:
Oh is it

/TINGYUAN says:
Yeahhhsxzs

Norman says:
Looking is enough
Seeing is everything

/TINGYUAN says:
Awwww

Norman says:
Enough for me liao

/TINGYUAN says:
Hahaha so sweet ah



Norman says:
You should start wearing specs more

/TINGYUAN says:
For what

Norman says:
Cos look nice leh

/TINGYUAN says:
Where got look nice
LOL I wore for like the whole of last sem alrdy uhhh

Norman says:
Then continue for the whole year lah

/TINGYUAN says:
Donch wantttt, so fugly

Norman says:
Where got

/TINGYUAN says:
Gotttt

Norman says:
No lor

/TINGYUAN says:
Really ah? (:
Then you wear with me ah

Norman says:
You say one ar

/TINGYUAN says:
You wear then I wear

Norman says:
Set
deal
on ar


/TINGYUAN says:
Boy boy look handsome in specs (omg this is totally random)

Norman says:
Aww
Girl girl looks hawt in specs too
=D


Norman says:
NO taste
=(
Me unhappie

/TINGYUAN says:
Awwwww then cut off your tongueeee

Norman says:
Then cannot talk to you
Fine lor
I go cut

/TINGYUAN says:
Awwwww donch cut lah
Girl girl will be sad


Boy boy,
thank you for always being there for me.
Thank you for all your reassurances.
Thank you for telling me I'm pretty.
Thank you for making me happy.

And thank you for pulling me away from the road today.
HAHA.


Norman Ngan Wai Keong <3


xoxo
Prince(ss)!

Monday, November 1, 2010 , 11:56 PM
I just wanna be good enough for you,
Now I hate Twitter.
Gives me too much details, too much updates.

Whatever lah,
I know it's normal for boys to look at hot girls but still.
Yeah I know I do look, or stare openly at hawt guys, but still.
And when I talked about you staring at the hot OL,
you didn't get what I was really trying to say.
And you even sighed that you didn't know where she stayed.
I know you might be joking, but still.

No I am not angry at you looking at a hot girl and talking out loud about it.
Okay fine, a bit at you.
But mainly,
me.


I just want to be good enough for you.
At least look good with you.
At least good enough for you to want to look at me every minute, every second.
At least good enough for you to willingly say I'm hot.

But yeah as Chengmun says,
looks is not everything.
I hope it's true.

I shall stop being emo milo.
But I really can't hide the fact that I'm upset.
And be unhappy about how you donch want to have breakfast with me.

Sighs.

xoxo
TY

, 10:28 PM