Today is a bad day ):

Just had dinner.
Could barely open my eyes.
Effing swollen.
Gahhhh :/

Cried a hell lot in the toilet when I got home.
And that Channel U show made me cry more :/


Pfffft.
I was and still AM depressed.
I totally screwed up English speech today.
Was really affected.
And the weather was not helping at all.
But I so wanted a tan.
Ah wells.


Prepared speech was shyt.
Impromptu speech was worse.
Almost cried.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I hate to talk about my parents man.
):



After speech,
went to eat orange bowl.
I almost started swearingggggg.
I'm happy I didn't.
(:


As I was SO DEPRESSED,
I ate 2 dollars worth of yellow noodles and 2 SPOONFULS OF CHILLI.
Chilli, my darling nightmare.
And I can't believe I ate it down!
But uhhhh, maybe cos I had 3 cups of drinks with me so yeahh.
I had ALL MIXED!, iced tea and iced milo.
YAY!
I think HUILI and I got mad.
Chatted alot.
Saw chao suay.
WAS REALLY CHAO SUAY.
Gahhh :x



At least I finally got my Style Weddings magazine :D
Was really happy!
And the auntie was asking why I was buying it cos I'm too young to get married -.-
And I was likeee,
WO JIEJIE YAO JIE HUN LE!


:0
Gahhh whatever.


Am talking to FABREGAS now.
She is total crap.
Her life only revolves around soccer, FABREGAS,Kris Allen and AI and uhm CHEM -.-
And she hopes Kris won't be in the bottom 3!
Ahwells.



MORNING WAS DAMN SHYT TOO ):
Saw fire alarm -.-

AND I WORE MY FRIGGIN' HEADBAND!
And I was happy I did.
Hahahaha so cuteeeee lah!

:D
I looked like uhmm.... Federer!
Hohohoho!


6 rounds was shyt.
Why didn't it rain earlier huhhh.
Pfffft,
then the rain came to affect me eating during recess :/


I like rain.
So emo.
So cold (:


OHHHHH!
I WENT RAT CATCHING WITH SUSSY (:
YAY!



I shall do my Chemistry homework later.
And my Biology tuition homework.
And prolly read Phantom of The Opera (:
5 DOLLARS FROM BORDERS ONLY KNOWWWW!

Okay I sound cheapskate :0




Hmm.
I would like to thank my friends who went down to AVA room to support me.
It was wonderful (:
And I would also like to thank those who supported me morally.
And those who slapped me on the back and said Jiayous.
And Ms Jacob for telling me I had done it well, even though I knew I screwed it up.
And those who I ranted to after my speech.
And those who comforted me over smses and face-to-face (:


Thank you so much,
and I'm sorry to have let all of you down.
Sorry for screwing up :/
Sorry.


):




And I think Dwarf is angry/upset because of me.
I shall talk to her soon.
Mmmhmmm.




I need to have some sugar rush to keep my spirits up now.
Maybe I should read my Style Weddings after homework.
Hmm hmm.



I NEED TO WATCH A MOVIE SOOOON.
AHHHHHHH ):






You know,
today is really a bad day.
But I'm still happy.
At least there was you.





:D





XOXO,
Loser.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 , 7:53 PM

Studying Elit Whale Rider now.
It's really boringggggg ttm :/
But I will bite the bullet and study it anyway.

And I realised all my Elit books over the 4 years talk about gender discrimination, especially towards women.
:(
Gahhh.

I'm gonna study a bit more on the quotes in the book and then rest!
I think I will prolly crap alot tomorrow,
that's provided I don't sleep in class tomorrow during the test :)


Hmmmm.
There is English speech tomorrow after school.
Gah,
butterflies in my stomach :/
I shall do my best!
And I'm trying to stay positive here.


Ohwells.


School was so-so today.
AT LEAST IT FINALLY RAINED (:
And I slept in some lessons.
Hohoho.

HCL lesson was amusing today.
We learnt about 4 different types of friends.
And I realised I'm the 3rd type.
Hmmmm.


OHMAN THERE IS 6 ROUNDS TOMORROW ):
I don't like NAPFA.
I detest it alot aalot alot alot :/
Grrrrrr!


I shall bring my sports shoes and sweat band tomorrow! (:



Had lunch at Hub today.
Saw fire alarm.
Hahaha.
She is very amusinggggg :D

Couldn't find my Brides magazine.
Went home feeling rather... empty?
Hohohoho,
I shall hunt for it tomorrow after school!

Fetched Cheong home,
ate Guilin gao in the car.
Its bittttteeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :/



Geeeez.
But at least we had fun trying to balance it and eating it in big spoonfuls at lightning speed to not experience any aftertaste.



Heeeeeee.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
And it will rain all day tomorrow, so NO six rounds.
And that you will treat me better (:





Thanks a million Shux!
:D






xoxo,
Yuliant Joanne Ivan Ryo (:

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 , 10:46 PM

I don't like nightmares ):
Shall elaborate tomorrow.




:0

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 , 10:21 PM

EMOEMOEMO ):

Sunday, April 19, 2009 , 8:18 PM

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!
Went to Freak's church for the first time yesterday.
And only Huili knew how I felt at first.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Couldn't stop talking gibberishhh :/



THERE WERE TONS OF PEOPLE OKAY.
LIKE WOAH.
SO MANY MANSXZ.
And it was so kewl.
It's like HANNAH MONTANA PLUS JONAS BROTHERS 3D CONCERT EXPERIENCE.
(Okay TY, note that you have to go watch Miley Cyrus movie and Jonas Bros 3D concert in theatres sooooon!)

It was superb man.
Maybe 'cos I think of churches the way I seen it last time.
Mmmhmm.


Met new friends!
TY's favourite pastime!
But I didn't talk much.
Okay don't be surprised yo.
TY has her quiet moments too okay!
:0


Watched the drama.
AWESOMEEEEE!
It was damn real.
Talked about sinning and that Jesus heals.
And there was this father daughter part.
Daughter died, father turned crazy.
I think my Dad will be worse :/

AND THEY USED KATY PERRY I KISSED A GIRL SONG FOR THE DRAMA.
YAY :D



After the drama,
Pastor Kong preached.
And it was uber kewl.
They talked about Jesus healing the sick,
and someone who supposedly had cancer didn't have cancer in the end.
And this stupid name came out in my mind : GUIGUI -.-
Okay, that's random.



Then,
they talked about how Jesus can bring marriages back from dead.
Mmmhmm.


After that,
went for dinner at Changi T3.
Ohman.
There is super little aircon there lahhh.
-.-
Hahahaha had a hard time deciding what to eat.
Finally we decided to eat Macs.
MCFLURRY!
:)



Mrt-ed home.
Then,
I got really lazy and tired.
So went down the MRT and cab-ed home.

HOHOHOHO :D



Was back home late,
but everything was okay,
I think.
Hahahaha.
I wanna go again,
but I think PAP won't really allow.
Hmm hmmm.

:/



I MUST PERSUADE PAP MAN (:



Hahaha ah wells.
I took out my Bible again last night.
And was talking to HUILI about it.
It was so fun !


Yesterday was super uber fun.
Thank you for inviting me (:




Lalalalalalala.
Watching Wa Meng Ti nowwww :D
Xiancao ):




AND CAN YOU BELIEVE TY HAS BEEN STUDYING AND DOING HER CHEMISTRY HOMEWORK?!
:D
TY IS SO KEWLLLLLL!




Okayyyy,
I'm gonna go study, watch teevee and eat MORE now (:





HAPPY EASTER DAY !





Truckloads of love,
TTY (:

Sunday, April 12, 2009 , 6:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BORON (:
I hope you like my present!

Lalalala.
Celebrated Boron and Cheong's birthday at uhh, a foodcourt.
Interesting.

:)


5 rounds today.
DAMN TIRING LARHSXZ.
But I completed them anyways.
And I started to 'rain'.
And the relief PE teacher is annoying.


Blahblah.
And Leeshi cut her hair,
and I think she looks femimine now.
Which is goooood.



Hmmm
PE was kind of retarded when someone was saying '1 maam 2 maam 3 maam' while doing push-ups.
Hmm hmm.


ELIT TEST WAS SCREWED UP.
TY WAS TOO TIRED/DISTRACTED TO DO.
SHE IS GONNA FAIL IT.
DOOOOM ):


Okay lets skip that.


OHHHH ENGLISH ORAL!
YAY,
even though it ain't good enough.
BUT TY BE CONTENTED!
34 marks!
Yayyy same as Sister :)



Bought Toblerones for recess.
Then, Chemistry.
It was utterly boring.
Slept and not caught.
Shiatxz.
I need someone's notes to copy!


Hmmm,
Chinese was crap.
And I heard CNM talk in Hokkien for the firstttt time!


Maths was crap as usual.
Walao tomorrow got EMaths lessons again.
Pffft.
Vectors don't sound good and easy :/


I bought my Jolin CD!
Like finallly.
The box is awesomeeeeeeee.
Hohohoho!



Looking up on chinese information for YOG now.
Stewpid Chinese test tomorrow.
GAH!
):



I'm looking forward to my weekends (:
For the first time.
Hahahaha!




My right hand don't feel good now.
No sense at all.
GAHHHH :/
I don't feel goooood!

):




NOTE TO SELF (and friends!): DO NOT EVER ALLOW TTY TO EAT CHOCOLATES, OR CONSEQUENCES WILL BE DIRE!




:D







Sisters,
are for shopping time.
Brothers,
are for bedtime.
Friends,
are for a lifetime!

:)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 , 9:52 PM

TINGYUAN IS EVERYWHEREEEE!

Hohohoho.
I'm so going to ask Huimin to do up my pretty pictures next time.
YAY :D

Sunday, April 5, 2009 , 11:35 PM

Dedicating to : HUILI (:







Lalalala
WENQIANG&ANAN :)

, 12:25 AM

I'm just bored.

Shall upload pictures and pictures of SNGS school compound that TSK wanted.

Lalalalala :)



























:D

, 12:12 AM

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon,
the riches
and this life.

But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week
and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you.






<3

Saturday, April 4, 2009 , 9:37 PM

I don't ever want you to break down,
hear me!
You cannot break down.
You must never break down.

And,
I want to be there to share your frustrations and worries and problems.
Cos I don't want you to shoulder all your stress alone.
Cos I just don't want you to break down.




And I'm happy.
I'm seriously really happy.
As long as you are here,
I'm happy (:



I'm sorry for all the wrong things I did.
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.

I hope you won't be angry with me,
and that you will forgive me.





And all that I want to say is,
I still love you as ever.



(:

Friday, April 3, 2009 , 10:39 PM

Ne-Yo : Mad Lyrics







Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is i'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(and what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[what happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And i ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is i'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(and what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[what happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And i ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[hook]

Nothin'
(fighting for).
Nothin'
(crying for).
Nothin'
(whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(no not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'cause i can't sleep through the pain
(cant sleep through the pain).

[chorus]

Girl, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me).
No, i don't wanna go to bed
(mad at you),
And i don't want you to go to bed
(mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...







:)

, 10:32 PM