B is sick ):

B came to talk to me just now!
I'm happy (:


But he's sick now.
Bleah.
I hope the Panadol tea I got the other time for him works!


(Seriously and honestly, I can't wait for this whole FYP thing to be done ): It's taking a toll on him man :/ )


xoxo
Girl girl

Tuesday, December 28, 2010 , 2:11 AM

Ily

I am willing to change all my bad habits and attitudes for you.

Thursday, December 23, 2010 , 8:58 PM

Happy 2nd month!

Baby smsed me, telling me it's the 22nd.

Yeah I love 22nds!

Happy 2nd month baby <3
(Which I think you totally won't know again.)

I shall wait for you to come talk to me.
Then, I will tell you how bad I felt yesterday.
Argh.

But,
I still love you <3


xoxo
Girl girl

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 , 12:15 AM

Wo ai ni,

Did I ever mention B saw this girl with the 'rabbit' hairband at the bus interchange and he said 'Yucks!'?

Dang,
and to think I have that hairband too!
Which I haven't touch yet since I bought it -.-

Walao,
so if he didn't comment on that girl that day,
I will never know that he donch like it,
and if I ever wear it out with him,
he will say YUCKS in my face :/

Wtheck ):
So what am I gonna do with that hairband now?

Anyone wants it?



It's December 19 now.
3 more days to the 22nd, our second month.

Baby,
will you remember?



xoxo
Girl girl

Sunday, December 19, 2010 , 12:14 AM

I love you B

JJ: Hey girl, congrats on your rs ;)
JT: Thanks (:
JJ: Wish the best for both of you. (:
JT: We will make it (:
JJ: Make sure it's forever. Coz this man of yours always makes you smile. And that's what I like to see.

Awwwwww!

I like my friends' comments.
They cheer me up (:

& I wish we can stay strong and we can manage all the problems if we do meet any (CHOI I THEN DON'T WANT PROBLEMS CAN?!)

& I wish our love will never end.


xoxo
JT

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 , 10:56 PM

I am very proud of you (:

Kanages says:
Anyways, I've finally concluded that Norman is nice and that I am the only Indian he doesnt hate.
I'm so honoured and proud.
(:

/TINGYUAN says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
ARE YOU FUGGIN SERIOUS?
Heeee ^^ yeah lah, you are nice whatttt

Kanages says:
Yesh.
I know.

/TINGYUAN says:
He is really nice ah?

Kanages says:
Yes yes he is.

TINGYUAN says:
(:

Kanages says:
(:


Hahaha,
see baby see!
People actually say you are nice. LOL!



justin says:
tt your bf?

TINGYUAN says:
yeah

justin says:
quite handsome

/TINGYUAN said:
haha thanks
haha yeah he damn handsome to me
HAHAHAHA
omg :0

justin says:
keke
as long as u think he is shiok he will be shiok


LOL this is machiam worse HAHAHAHAHA!



Hahahaha I am so proud of my boyboy (:


xoxo
girl girl

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 , 10:57 PM

You&I forever and ever,

The video games part is so cuteeee ^^
I'd prolly do the same to baby,
only I will tickle him HAHAHAHA :D

Love this song many many!
& I love the wedding chime <3

And I love Park Bom.
Chio seh.
Mehhh, me want be chio toosxz :/


xoxo
J

, 10:38 PM

Lalalalalala!

Norman says:
you also sleep ko
*ok

I say:
okay (:

Norman says:
bye
nights

I say:
nights (:


I love waiting for baby to sleep first.
Haha,
omg and I don't know why.
(I feel so psycho.)

Thank you baby for always wanting me to sleep early.
Hahahaha, but you fail almost all the time lahh LOL!

xoxo
Girl girl

, 1:59 AM

I wish you will never stop hugging me,

Saturday was awesome.

Had CCA meeting.
Then lunch with CCA peeps.
Had a good talk with Simin and Weiwei.
Then we head to CMCC clubhouse to lepak.

Got to know Isaac Huang Bai Song.
Hahahaha,
he is so so so uber kewlsxz.
He sang Bieber songs for meeeee! ^^
(Unlike someone who still owes me my Baby song!)
Omg you should have totally seen my face HAHAHAHA

He told us his life story.
Like movie sialsxz.
So eggciting!
I actually have such a cool friend!

And yeah,
his singing is just awesome lah.
Totally mesmerized by him LOL.

Then Isaac, Weiwei, Simin, Kiat Seng and I lepak at FC5.
Talked about past r/s.
Haha damn cool.

Baby picked me up from FC5.
His music is damn fucking uber loud lahhhh!
(Baby, you better put volume limit okaysxz!)

We went to Clementi for dinner.
Long John's Cajun chicken!
But I couldn't finish it, so baby helped me heeee (:

Baby was so cute.
Told him I would treat him Koi if he could get 10 goals for the FIFA game.
Then he became so engrossed in the game.
But at first, he only got 8 goals, awwww!

He treat me to Koiiiiii!
Ice cream tea (Y)
But I didn't suck up all the ice-cream, piggy did!
Hahaha!

Then, he sent me home.

Me likey when he sent me home.
<3

We were at the void deck.
I was watching Mo Fan Bang Bang Tang and baby was playing FIFA, despite my phone running on low batt!
And despite how I kept calling him a loser, he finally got his 10 goals.
LOL.
Okay, for a moment there and then, I was proud of him LOLLLLL!


Hahahaha, baby sent me up at 10.01pm.
Bathed and stuff.
Just got my butt down on the chair and Adli sent me this.
Hahahaha sian ah,
gotta chiong IPRA CA1 like fuck.


adli says:
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BOY BOY ONLY

/TINGYUAN says:
-.-

adli says:
this boy you forget
haish

/TINGYUAN says:
hahahahaha what shyttt

adli says:
go do

/TINGYUAN says:
yes boy boy



Norman says:
sleep early hor

Yes baby I will TRY.
Have been sleeping so late these few days.
So tiredsxz >:

Thank you baby for your shoulders on the MRT (:

Hahaha, and I did pinch his cheeks like I wanted to in my last blog post.
^^

Baby, wo aii nii <3
I love all the times you spend with me.
Me is happy as long as me sees you (:


xoxo
Joanne (:

Saturday, December 11, 2010 , 11:47 PM

I'm happy,

Today:

Went to school to start with our VPDP script, but failed.

Took MRT to Outram Park.
Adliiii taught us this finger game.
HAHAHA damn funsxz sial.
Then cabbed down to the PR&Advertising agency, which I have no friggin' idea what the name is.
They talked to us at the playground.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
AT A FRIGGIN PLAYGORUND.
No aircon, wtf.
And other people kena ant bite.
Lucky me.
Heeee ^^

Went to Starbucks@Science Park.
HAHA Faris was working.
Ohman, he looks damn suave with the Starbucks uniform.
LOL.
Faris helped us get free Grande drinks, which was just plain awesomeeeee!
THANK YOU FARIS DARLING :D
Completed the script with Kanages and Adliiii!
Adli was being a bitch throughout.
Kept slapping and touching me HAHAHAHAHA.

Went to Lot 1 with Kanages.
Had Pastamania.
Tom Yum Seafood Pasta!

Didn't know Mum cooked.
Had second round of dinner.
How awesome is that -.-
(I'm gonna getttt fatttt ): )

Came home in time to watch Breakout.
Omg, awesome show.
Zou Jieming <3


So yeah,
then bathed and finally settled down in front of my comp.

And now I'm bored.
Gonna watch 25th Golden Disk Awards 2010 soon!
Super Junior!
SNSD!
<3

B is busy....



Yesterday:


B asked me to go out with him on Saturday.
So happpiesxzsxz :D :D :D
See that smile on my face kaysxzsxz!

After counting,
I think he asked me out on his own accord for three times nia.
Redhill, Jurong Point and this Saturday's one.
LOL.

Ohwells.
I'm still happy (:
Since I miss him oh-so-much ):

Very excited to squeeze his cheeks this Saturday! ^^



xoxo
Yuansxz

, 12:39 AM

I miss you

It's been a week since I last saw you.
I miss you boy boy.
I miss you so so so much ):

But I know your FYP is real important,
so I can wait.
I can wait till you are free, for me (:

Baby,
don't think about that test already okay?
I believe you've done your very best liaosxzsx!
Just do well in other stuff that can help pull your grades up!
I will pray that you will score well for the test!



xoxo
Tingyuan (:

Wednesday, December 8, 2010 , 12:11 AM

I'm tired from all the crying,

A picture speaks a thousand words.



'Do not do it when you are angry.'
Well, you told me when you were in fucking pissed off mode.
Tsk tsk.

'Do not keep reminding him about the adoption.'
Well, you do that all the time.
Tsk tsk.

'Tell your child the truth when he is about five.....'
Well, when did you tell me huh?
Tsk tsk.

You just did all the opposites of what you are supposed to do.
Tsk tsk.



Haha what luck.
Such a news article after I blogged.
Lol.

She pulled me into my room to talk again.
Lecture more like it.

Okay lah,
I'm sorry I didn't save money for a month.
Or rather save only 2 bucks ):
But you don't have to have warped thoughts on where I spent my money on right?!

And what is the big deal about owning a lighter uh?
And damnit,
please stop smelling my shirts everyday just to see if I smoke man.
Wahlao >:
And no,
I don't own a lighter just to help my boyfriend light his smoke,
cos he bloody don't smoke.
So please don't anyhow assume.
Thank you very much.

The worse thing is when I tell you the reasons why I have it,
you just laugh at me -.-

And can you please please please stop mentioning about the past.
It's called the past for a frggin' reason.

Whatever happened between me and Malcolm will not happen between me and Norman okay.

I was only 12 at that time uh.
I'm not that silly anymore.

So,
will you stop mentioning about the past?
Will you stop assuming every single stuff?
Will you stop thinking so so so bloody much?

Okay at least I was touched at one point when you said:
"When I don't talk to you, it doesn't mean I don't care about you. I am just observing your every move to know what's going on in your life."

Okay,
for a minute it sounds like ethnography.

But still,
I was so offended about whatever you said.

You don't even bloody know him,
so I really do wish you keep all your assumptions to yourself.
I know him better than you do.
So please shut the fuck up,
and think through your brain before you say anything.

You no longer know anything about what's happening in my life.
So stop thinking you do know.

I think you know how angry I was,
so I'm thankful you don't blame me for slamming the room door on you, smashing the walls and taking up the main toilet for half an hour to cry all the shit out.

I'm so tired of having this war with you.
I'm so tired that everytime you pull me into my own room, you talk about money first.

There was this minute in the afternoon that I really hated money so much.
Since young, it was all money money money.

What a dilemma.
Money gives me so many problems, yet I can't live without it :/

& most importantly,
I'm so so so tired of crying.
I tell myself,
just let her crap on and forget whatever she says.
But it's so so so hard.

Her words prick so bad.
And I can't control those tears ):

Heck lah.
I can't wait to move out soon.
Maybe I will get a house with Fabregas,
and we will be away from our nightmares.

Papa: "Baby stop crying. Papa loves you."
I love you too Daddy, very very very much <3

P.S: Did I ever mention I saw Daddy reading a book today?! It's the first time he has picked up a book to read since his primary school days! And to think that one of her reasons for hating Daddy is that 'cos he doesnt read. WTF.


So now,
it's another cold war between me and her again.

Tell me,
what's new?

Sunday, December 5, 2010 , 6:38 PM

Now that I see you,

Rapunzel:

All those days
Watching from the windows
All those years
Outside looking in
All that time
Never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here
Blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here
Suddenly I see
Standing here
It's oh, so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last, I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything looks different
Now that I see you

Flynn:

All those days
Chasing down a daydream
All those years
Living in a blur
All that time
Never truly seeing
Things the way they were
Now she's here
Shining in the starlight
Now she's here
Suddenly I know
If she's here
It's crystal clear
I'm where I meant to go

Flynn/Rapunzel:

And at last, I see the light

Flynn:

And it's like the fog has lifted

Flynn/Rapunzel:

And at last, I see the light

Rapunzel:

And it's like the sky is new

Flynn/Rapunzel:

And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything is different
Now that I see you
Now that I see you


<3

Saturday, December 4, 2010 , 12:21 AM

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

Boy boy was busy today,
so met up with Dwarfy instead.
Had Pontian at Cineleisure!
Awesome!

Then, we watched Rapunzel! (Y)
Pepo,
go watch Rapunzel okaysxzsxz!

Wahpiang Rapunzel and her boy damn sweet lahhhh!
And it's omfg hilarious LOLLLLL!
I heart Maximus the horse! <3

I'm not gonna be a spoiler and tell you what the movie is about.
And Yuan Yee can't understand why I cried for the movie when she bloody cried for Mulan -.-


It's weird how I suddenly thought of my family while watching a cartoon film -.-

Maybe I am not some fisherman's princess!
Maybe I am some lost Princess of some country, just like Rapunzel!
But whatever,
I know I am a Princess.

Yeah,
I know I have to be contented with what I have right now.
I am,
at least I am happy with one of my parents (:

I think I cried 'cos Rapunzel's parents actually cared to continue searching for her.
They actually continued to do something memorable for her for friggin' 18 years.
I wonder if mine ever did.

Maybe they lost me somewhere in a park and I got picked up by the wrong hands.
Maybe I was kidnapped.
Maybe I was highly desired by some stalker that in order to protect me, they have to give me away.

I think I should bloody stop lying to myself.
As long as those papers are in my Mum's cabinet, I know that the truth is the truth.

So I shall console myself and feel happy.
At least I did a good deed.
Maybe selling me off got them an awesome price,
since I'm oh-so-chio and oh-so-adorable.
So yeah,
at least the money they got can write off the debt of me being in some woman's womb for 10 months.


I used to, (or should I say, still) think that I originally have a gigantic family.
Like, 9 brothers and me being the only girl in the family.
(The worse thing is that I can picture out all 9 of their faces :0 )
My family is awesomely rich.
And we are supposedly people of high status.
And one day,
the maid brought me out to the park and lost me there.
(And I still think they are searching for me, but at the wrong places.)

Omg I feel so dumb saying this out.
):


Heck lah.
I should really stop lying to myself.
I should really stop thinking that those papers are fake.
I should really stop thinking of how they look like.
It's not helping me in any single way.



When Will My Life Begin (a song from Rapunzel OST):

I've got my mother's love
I shouldn't ask for more
I've got so many things
I should be thankful for


So anyways,
the fake Mum Rapunzel had all along just totally reminds me of PAP.
(OMG me so mean :/)
But seriously uh.


Mother Knows Best (Reprise):


Rapunzel:
I think he likes me.

Mother Gothel:
Likes you? Please, Rapunzel, that's demented.
This is why you never should have left
Dear, this whole romance that you've invented
Just proves you're too naïve to be here
Why would he like you? Come on now -- really!
Look at you -- you think that he's impressed?
Don't be a dummy
Come with mummy
Mother --

Rapunzel:
No!

Mother Gothel:
No?! Oh. I see how it is.
Rapunzel knows best
Rapunzel's so mature now
Such a clever grown-up miss
Rapunzel knows best
Fine, if you're so sure now
Go ahead, then give him this
This is why he's here!
Don't let him deceive you!
Give it to him, watch, you'll see!
Trust me, my dear
That's how fast he'll leave you
I won't say I told you so -- no
Rapunzel knows best!
So if he's such a dreamboat
Go and put him to the test
If he's lying
Don't come crying
Mother knows best...

Exactly stuff PAP will say :/


Had World War 3 with her just last night.
Semi-cold war now.

Aiyah, but I'm used to such a life.
So ohwells!

OHMY!
14 MORE HOURS TO SEEING BEAST & DONGWOOOOOON <3
I hope there wonch be too many people at the airport!

HAHAHA!
I must must must see Dongwooooon latersxz!
Ahma, please let me see him okay!


Baby's so busy.
I miss him ): ): ):


xoxo
TTY!

Friday, December 3, 2010 , 11:27 PM

I missed you bby

Boy boy sent me home yesterday.
Like finally, after a week.

Missed him so bloody much ):
Why he so busy ):

Ohwells.
VPDP naooo.
And it's 3.30pm.

Boy boy's presentation should be over by now.
I hope he did well (:

News Writing test later at 5.15pm.
I wish I wonch get panic attack.
I wish I will do well.
I wanch my A!

And......
FREE STARBUCKS after test!
Boy boy way tooooo lazy to queue ): ): ):

Ohwells.
Shall ask him later whether he's free to go Nex Mall with me tmr or not!

iMovie HD seeeeems complicated.
And the worse thing is,
I ainch listening :/

Die die die.

Shall try to follow the lesson nao.
Buhbyeszsxz!


xoxo
JoanneTingyuanTan!

Thursday, December 2, 2010 , 3:25 PM