I THINK IN THIS LIFE, YOU ARE JUST MY PERFECT LOVER.
okaye.
i admit i can't forget you.
not even a teeny weeny bit.
you do make me shiver at times.
you make me sad some times.
i think its alright.
i try to control myself.
but hahahahas.
I STILL CANNOT FORGET YOU.
you are unforgettable.
you are my only love.
try making me happy
and i will fall to my knees.
and if you want the stars in the sky, i will get it for you.
I AM PISSED WITH MYSELF AT TIMES TOO FOR LOVING YOU.
for loving you too much, i think.
i try to change my taste.
i try to change my style.
i try to change my personality.
i try to change everything
just for you only and only.
FRUCK. I HATE LOVE.
it makes me go crazy and looney.
BOP-TOP.
zzz.
TURN AROUND AND SEE THE NEW ME.
<3
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
, 6:48 PM
MY ULTIMATE AIM. MY ULTIMATE GOAL.
I THINK I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU.
OH GREAT.
RAWR.
but i still admire you in some areas, for example in your excellent studies and cca?
i always made you a goal , a target, an aim.
i try all ways to win you, to be better than you.
sometimes i do pass my target but sometimes not.
AND THAT GETS DEPRESSING.
SERIOUSLY SAD.
ZZZ.
my hopes and aspirations are all pinned aganst the competition between you and me.
and i will not regret.
let's see how i rise and how you fall from grace.
that's bad.
NONO.
LET'S SEE HOW BOTH OF US RISE TO THE TOP TOP TOP TOP!
LOLS.
you were emo today.
i was funny today.
i learnt how to be a good mosquito.
love and hatred.
who knows it all?
i wear a mask.
and you have only seen half a side.
you will never ever know my the other side.
i don't think you have the chance to know.
outta my way before i get tempermental all over again.
shucks!
i always hate it.
zzzz.
HELP ME!
HELP ME TO GIVE UP.
HELP ME TO RISE ABOVE ALL.
YOU ARE MY ULTIMATE.
YOU ARE MY ONLY.
geez.
time flies.
i don't wanna school to end so fast.
or at least the term to end that fast.
eewks.
will low li eng be counselling me tomorrow?
EEEWWWKS!
I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT IT.
ZZZ.
I WILL NOT TELL HER ANYTHING!
NOTHING AT ALL.
I WONDER HOW JOAN HAD THE COURAGE TO TALK TO HER.
I CAN'T TRUST LYDIA SUM!
HAHAHAHAS :DD
things at home can't go too wrong yeah?
i don't want to talk to her.
fucking shyt.
blahs.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
, 10:49 PM